some bad news folks( sorry its so long just havn't givin' a legit update in a while
well here it goes
my self and taylor have broken up......................
i dont really know what else to say about the situation it suck but i guess it for the best
i stilll love her alot but i dont know i think that it might be for the best for her and i to stay freinds for awhile form what i've talked abotu with close friends they have all told me the same thing "she's 16 and still wants to play around" or "don't get back togeather with her at least not for a while" i really dont know what i'm to do today was the first time i had seen her since monday whne i got shit faced and threw up in her moms car with her mom in the car i guess it was the final straw for her. some how i saw this comming i dont know why but i felt it. she's already moved on and met a guy and hse wanted me to meet him(why the fuck would i want to do that). theres no way that is ever going to happen. life gotten to be real hard latley and this is just another of the many things that has busted my ass with stress. i dont have to work for a week but i'm going to try and get on schedule here soon. this sucks so much that i can't even write a song about it that ow hard this has hit me. but oh well my favorite lyrics have been helping me through here are some of them
"spare me just 3 last words
i love you is all she heard
i'll wait for you
but i can't wait forever" by hawthorne hieghts "NIKI FM"
"Even angels can speak with gillted tounges" on of my lyrics can't think of what song its in though
"My weakness is that i care to much" Papa Roach forgot the song title
thess songs by the used
THE USED LYRICS
"Bulimic"
From the way that you acted
to the way that I felt it
It wasn't worth my time
and now it's sad cause all I missed
wasn't that good to begin with
and now that I've started you begging
saying things that you don't mean
it isn't worth my time
a line's a dime a million times
and I'm about to see all of them
Goodbye to you, goodbye to you, you're taking up my time [x3]
Goodbye to you, goodbye to you
You call my name when I wake up
to see things go your way
I'm coughing up my time
each drag's a drop of blood a grain
a minute of my life
it's all I've got just to stay down
why the fuck am I still down
I'm hoarding all that's mine
each time I let just one slip by
I'm wasting what is mine
Goodbye to you, goodbye to you, you're taking up my time [x3]
Goodbye to you, goodbye to you
My time [x3]
I'm about to see a million things
I thought I'd never see before and I
I'm about to do all of the things
I've dreamed of and
I don't even miss you at all
[x2]
Goodbye to you, goodbye to you, you're taking up my time [x7]
Goodbye to you, goodbye to you
"On My Own"
see all those people on the ground
wasting time
I try to hold it all inside
but just for tonight
the top of the world
sitting here wishing
the things I've become
that something is missing
maybe I...
but what do I know
and now it seems that I have found
nothing at all
I want to hear your voice out loud
slow it down, slow it down
without it all
I'm choking on nothing
it's clear in my head
and I'm screaming for something
knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
on my own [x6]
without it all
I'm choking on nothing
it's clear in my head
and I'm screaming for something
knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
on my own [x4]
THE USED LYRICS
"Blue And Yellow"
and it's all in how you mix the two
and it starts just where the light exists
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
and it burns a hole through everyone that feels it
well you're never gonna find it
if you're looking for it
won't come your way
well you'll never find it
if you're looking for it
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you
and you never would have thought in the end
how amazing it feels just to live again
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
it burns a hole through everyone that feels it
well you're never gonna find it
if you're looking for it
won't come your way
well you'll never find it
if you're looking for it
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you
should've said something but I've said it enough
by the way my words were faded
rather waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste my time with you
should've said something but I've said it enough
by the way my words were faded
rather waste my time with you
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way my hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
[whispering:]
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you
The Cure i have to post these cause i've been compared to this band and song writer robert smith
I would say I'm sorry
If I thought that it would change your mind
But I know that this time
I've said too much
Been too unkind
I try to laugh about it
Cover it all up with lies
I try and
Laugh about it
Hiding the tears in my eyes
'cause boys don't cry
Boys don't cry
I would break down at your feet
And beg forgiveness
Plead with you
But I know that
It's too late
And now there's nothing I can do
So I try to laugh about it
Cover it all up with lies
I try to
laugh about it
Hiding the tears in my eyes
'cause boys don't cry
I would tell you
That I loved you
If I thought that you would stay
But I know that it's no use
That you've already
Gone away
Misjudged your limits
Pushed you too far
Took you for granted
I thought that you needed me more
Now I would do most anything
To get you back by my side
But I just
Keep on laughing
Hiding the tears in my eyes
'cause boys don't cry
Boys don't cry
Boys don't cry
This is my new favorite jam song by Atreyu
The Crimson
I feel it welling up inside and Robert Smith lied
Boys do cry and with blood tears in my eyes
I'm an Anne Rice novel come to life
I can't hide the monster anymore
One can only feel desolate for so long
Until one starts to change
Into something the mirror doesn't recognize
I metamorphasize
The darkness has been biding its time
To claim its latest victim
Fresh meat for carnal desires
To become what I became
I viewed the sun for the last time
Will you still hold me when you see what I have done?
Will you still kiss me the same when you taste my victim's blood?
So crimson and red, I feel it flowing from your lips
My heart is dead and so are you
And it pulses through, the desire to change
The desire to deconstruct all of my past failings
But where to begin because when you live in sin
It's hard to look at saints without them
Reflecting their jet black auras back on you
And all I have is hope, my inner burn's not fading
I'll wipe the blood from my cheek and get on with my day
Will you still hold me when you see what I have done?
Will you still kiss me the same when you taste my victim's blood?
So crimson and red, I feel it flowing from your lips
And all I have is hope, and all I need is time
To bury in pine under six feet of time
The lies I told me about myself
Claw my way out, pick the splinters from under my fingernails
I won't lose hope, I won't give in
Just live and breathe and try not to die again
Just live and breathe and try not to die again
Just live and breathe and try not to die again
Just live and breathe and try not to die again
Will you still hold me when you see what I have done?
Will you still kiss me the same when you taste my victim's blood?
So crimson and red, I feel it flowing from your lips
Right Side Of The Bed
I can see her now
Dancing around, her drink in hand
All her baggage in tow
I just want to fucking let her go
Of all the joy, all of the pain
I took your guilt and placed it into me
And now I kiss it goodbye
Our last dance ended fatall
Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight?
Have you ever cried so hard?
Baby you just died
There she goes again
Another masquerade in false circumstance
She'll fuck you just for the taste
I just wish I could replace all the memories
Of what makes my blood run cold
And as your blood flows through me
I say goodbye to what we had
Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight?
Have you ever cried so hard?
Baby you just died
She came and went
I gnawed through my lip
Makeup smeared in her eyes
Each sob's a reason to say goodbye.
Sometimes when you're holding on
You'll never see the light
With flowers in her hair
I gazed upon with dead lovers eyes
She never looked so good
And I never felt so right
Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight?
Have you ever cried so hard?
Baby you just died
well i'm posting this shity song i wrote the other night
Unconditional rhetoric with broken lips -SubHuti (C) 2005
::Chorus::
I told you I would change my life around
I would break the sun
If I only knew how
We could tear these
Walls down
But would you still stand by me
If I wanted everything
::Verse::
We stuck through it all
You dug your trenches deep,
My pitfall was so bitter sweet
If you could still
See that sun
Burry my in light
Could I still see you in life?
Out of all theses secret transgreations
::Chorus::
I told you I would change my life around
I would break the sun
If I only knew how
We could tear these
Walls down
But would you still stand by me
If I wanted everything
::Verse::
Your images strung
Across my eyes
Throwing everything in my face
Plotting my self deprived demise
How could I not see this coming?
You took my hand
Held it till I bled to death
Left me to
Build my self up again
::Chorus::
I told you I would change my life around
I would break the sun
If I only knew how
We could tear these
Walls down
But would you still stand by me
If I wanted everything
::Verse/Bridge:: (haven’t made a guitar part yet for this)
So now can
You see me bleeding
So now can
You make amends
So can you now
See my last breaths
Do you still see me in your way!!!
::Chorus::
I told you I would change my life around
I would break the sun
If I only knew how
We could tear these
Walls down
But would you still stand by me
If I wanted everything
i got my tatto i'm getting a pic of it tomorrow but if you want to stop by my house and say hi and see that would be very cool take care yall
-swem
my self and taylor have broken up......................
i dont really know what else to say about the situation it suck but i guess it for the best
i stilll love her alot but i dont know i think that it might be for the best for her and i to stay freinds for awhile form what i've talked abotu with close friends they have all told me the same thing "she's 16 and still wants to play around" or "don't get back togeather with her at least not for a while" i really dont know what i'm to do today was the first time i had seen her since monday whne i got shit faced and threw up in her moms car with her mom in the car i guess it was the final straw for her. some how i saw this comming i dont know why but i felt it. she's already moved on and met a guy and hse wanted me to meet him(why the fuck would i want to do that). theres no way that is ever going to happen. life gotten to be real hard latley and this is just another of the many things that has busted my ass with stress. i dont have to work for a week but i'm going to try and get on schedule here soon. this sucks so much that i can't even write a song about it that ow hard this has hit me. but oh well my favorite lyrics have been helping me through here are some of them
"spare me just 3 last words
i love you is all she heard
i'll wait for you
but i can't wait forever" by hawthorne hieghts "NIKI FM"
"Even angels can speak with gillted tounges" on of my lyrics can't think of what song its in though
"My weakness is that i care to much" Papa Roach forgot the song title
thess songs by the used
THE USED LYRICS
"Bulimic"
From the way that you acted
to the way that I felt it
It wasn't worth my time
and now it's sad cause all I missed
wasn't that good to begin with
and now that I've started you begging
saying things that you don't mean
it isn't worth my time
a line's a dime a million times
and I'm about to see all of them
Goodbye to you, goodbye to you, you're taking up my time [x3]
Goodbye to you, goodbye to you
You call my name when I wake up
to see things go your way
I'm coughing up my time
each drag's a drop of blood a grain
a minute of my life
it's all I've got just to stay down
why the fuck am I still down
I'm hoarding all that's mine
each time I let just one slip by
I'm wasting what is mine
Goodbye to you, goodbye to you, you're taking up my time [x3]
Goodbye to you, goodbye to you
My time [x3]
I'm about to see a million things
I thought I'd never see before and I
I'm about to do all of the things
I've dreamed of and
I don't even miss you at all
[x2]
Goodbye to you, goodbye to you, you're taking up my time [x7]
Goodbye to you, goodbye to you
"On My Own"
see all those people on the ground
wasting time
I try to hold it all inside
but just for tonight
the top of the world
sitting here wishing
the things I've become
that something is missing
maybe I...
but what do I know
and now it seems that I have found
nothing at all
I want to hear your voice out loud
slow it down, slow it down
without it all
I'm choking on nothing
it's clear in my head
and I'm screaming for something
knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
on my own [x6]
without it all
I'm choking on nothing
it's clear in my head
and I'm screaming for something
knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
on my own [x4]
THE USED LYRICS
"Blue And Yellow"
and it's all in how you mix the two
and it starts just where the light exists
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
and it burns a hole through everyone that feels it
well you're never gonna find it
if you're looking for it
won't come your way
well you'll never find it
if you're looking for it
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you
and you never would have thought in the end
how amazing it feels just to live again
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
it burns a hole through everyone that feels it
well you're never gonna find it
if you're looking for it
won't come your way
well you'll never find it
if you're looking for it
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you
should've said something but I've said it enough
by the way my words were faded
rather waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste my time with you
should've said something but I've said it enough
by the way my words were faded
rather waste my time with you
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way my hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
[whispering:]
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you
The Cure i have to post these cause i've been compared to this band and song writer robert smith
I would say I'm sorry
If I thought that it would change your mind
But I know that this time
I've said too much
Been too unkind
I try to laugh about it
Cover it all up with lies
I try and
Laugh about it
Hiding the tears in my eyes
'cause boys don't cry
Boys don't cry
I would break down at your feet
And beg forgiveness
Plead with you
But I know that
It's too late
And now there's nothing I can do
So I try to laugh about it
Cover it all up with lies
I try to
laugh about it
Hiding the tears in my eyes
'cause boys don't cry
I would tell you
That I loved you
If I thought that you would stay
But I know that it's no use
That you've already
Gone away
Misjudged your limits
Pushed you too far
Took you for granted
I thought that you needed me more
Now I would do most anything
To get you back by my side
But I just
Keep on laughing
Hiding the tears in my eyes
'cause boys don't cry
Boys don't cry
Boys don't cry
This is my new favorite jam song by Atreyu
The Crimson
I feel it welling up inside and Robert Smith lied
Boys do cry and with blood tears in my eyes
I'm an Anne Rice novel come to life
I can't hide the monster anymore
One can only feel desolate for so long
Until one starts to change
Into something the mirror doesn't recognize
I metamorphasize
The darkness has been biding its time
To claim its latest victim
Fresh meat for carnal desires
To become what I became
I viewed the sun for the last time
Will you still hold me when you see what I have done?
Will you still kiss me the same when you taste my victim's blood?
So crimson and red, I feel it flowing from your lips
My heart is dead and so are you
And it pulses through, the desire to change
The desire to deconstruct all of my past failings
But where to begin because when you live in sin
It's hard to look at saints without them
Reflecting their jet black auras back on you
And all I have is hope, my inner burn's not fading
I'll wipe the blood from my cheek and get on with my day
Will you still hold me when you see what I have done?
Will you still kiss me the same when you taste my victim's blood?
So crimson and red, I feel it flowing from your lips
And all I have is hope, and all I need is time
To bury in pine under six feet of time
The lies I told me about myself
Claw my way out, pick the splinters from under my fingernails
I won't lose hope, I won't give in
Just live and breathe and try not to die again
Just live and breathe and try not to die again
Just live and breathe and try not to die again
Just live and breathe and try not to die again
Will you still hold me when you see what I have done?
Will you still kiss me the same when you taste my victim's blood?
So crimson and red, I feel it flowing from your lips
Right Side Of The Bed
I can see her now
Dancing around, her drink in hand
All her baggage in tow
I just want to fucking let her go
Of all the joy, all of the pain
I took your guilt and placed it into me
And now I kiss it goodbye
Our last dance ended fatall
Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight?
Have you ever cried so hard?
Baby you just died
There she goes again
Another masquerade in false circumstance
She'll fuck you just for the taste
I just wish I could replace all the memories
Of what makes my blood run cold
And as your blood flows through me
I say goodbye to what we had
Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight?
Have you ever cried so hard?
Baby you just died
She came and went
I gnawed through my lip
Makeup smeared in her eyes
Each sob's a reason to say goodbye.
Sometimes when you're holding on
You'll never see the light
With flowers in her hair
I gazed upon with dead lovers eyes
She never looked so good
And I never felt so right
Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight?
Have you ever cried so hard?
Baby you just died
well i'm posting this shity song i wrote the other night
Unconditional rhetoric with broken lips -SubHuti (C) 2005
::Chorus::
I told you I would change my life around
I would break the sun
If I only knew how
We could tear these
Walls down
But would you still stand by me
If I wanted everything
::Verse::
We stuck through it all
You dug your trenches deep,
My pitfall was so bitter sweet
If you could still
See that sun
Burry my in light
Could I still see you in life?
Out of all theses secret transgreations
::Chorus::
I told you I would change my life around
I would break the sun
If I only knew how
We could tear these
Walls down
But would you still stand by me
If I wanted everything
::Verse::
Your images strung
Across my eyes
Throwing everything in my face
Plotting my self deprived demise
How could I not see this coming?
You took my hand
Held it till I bled to death
Left me to
Build my self up again
::Chorus::
I told you I would change my life around
I would break the sun
If I only knew how
We could tear these
Walls down
But would you still stand by me
If I wanted everything
::Verse/Bridge:: (haven’t made a guitar part yet for this)
So now can
You see me bleeding
So now can
You make amends
So can you now
See my last breaths
Do you still see me in your way!!!
::Chorus::
I told you I would change my life around
I would break the sun
If I only knew how
We could tear these
Walls down
But would you still stand by me
If I wanted everything
i got my tatto i'm getting a pic of it tomorrow but if you want to stop by my house and say hi and see that would be very cool take care yall
-swem