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I haven't taken my medication in a week. This is a) so fucking irresponsible and b) so fucking stupid and now I am seriously fucked up. I'm not necessarily depressed - but my mood has definitely taken a dip - but I am having those little brain bursts that are AWFUL (it's like the nerves firing off in my brain, or something, and there's this whoosh-y sound whenever it happens, it seriously sucks) and I'm sick to my stomach and exhausted and I could probably sleep for a solid 24 hours if given the opportunity.
It's not going to be ready to pick up until 5 but even once I take it, it's not going to kick in until at least tomorrow's dose and fuck.
I mean, it's 100% my fault for not refilling my prescription, but that doesn't change that I feel like shit now.
I am finally not sick, though, which is nice (no strep, no mono) and I had a great time in Vermont and I'm heading up to see Julia in Boston which will be amazing and then I don't really have anything going on until the beginning of December.
Good news: I am registered for my classes (all of which were my top choices - British Literature II, Critical Theory, Acoustic Foundations of Music, English honors seminar on Vermont writers) and I have somewhere to live! My good friend Maria is heading to Rome next semester, so there's a spot opening in her suite and the girls she lives with have invited me to move in. I like two of them a lot (I've never met the third) and so it should be nice. Apparently they are really easy to live with, too, which is good (granted, I'll be staying at Nick's like all the time, but still).
Now I'm just like trying to keep my head on my shoulders until I can get my medication. Fuckkk.
It's not going to be ready to pick up until 5 but even once I take it, it's not going to kick in until at least tomorrow's dose and fuck.
I mean, it's 100% my fault for not refilling my prescription, but that doesn't change that I feel like shit now.
I am finally not sick, though, which is nice (no strep, no mono) and I had a great time in Vermont and I'm heading up to see Julia in Boston which will be amazing and then I don't really have anything going on until the beginning of December.
Good news: I am registered for my classes (all of which were my top choices - British Literature II, Critical Theory, Acoustic Foundations of Music, English honors seminar on Vermont writers) and I have somewhere to live! My good friend Maria is heading to Rome next semester, so there's a spot opening in her suite and the girls she lives with have invited me to move in. I like two of them a lot (I've never met the third) and so it should be nice. Apparently they are really easy to live with, too, which is good (granted, I'll be staying at Nick's like all the time, but still).
Now I'm just like trying to keep my head on my shoulders until I can get my medication. Fuckkk.