Filtered Reading From Now On
I am filtering my reading. If you think I should be reading what you write I probably have you on the list but if you don't speak up here, don't be surprised if I have no idea what's going on in your life unless, OMG, you actually communicate directly with this human being.
I'm reducing my LJ intake and cutting out as much bullshit drama as possible.
I'm moving on with my life and I really don't have much room for dark, emo, goth, scene crap where I'm heading. I'm about real connections with real people.
I don't rant on here because I have good friends and a wonderful psychologist. I'm dealing with my crap and trying to keep it in my ownbackyard as much as possible, rather than up on a billboard for all to see.
Im not the girl you met years ago, the party-loving tart who was always up for a good drink or even the woman with a reasonable amount of self-awareness I was a year ago. I have evolved and changed and I'm spring cleaning my life in every way imaginable.
I'm a lot healthy than I was. I'm a bit heavier than I was because of medication. I am ready to put myself first, rather than everyone else to my own detriment as I have in the past. Once I am well practiced and stable at making sure I'm ok, then I may look at sharing my life with another person intimately. For now I have some awesome friends, old and new, who encourage, support, inspire and motivate me to be the most wonderful human being I can be.
I'm really not interested in clubs anymore. I dont want to drink, take drugs or be involved in the drama. I'm not able dance as much as my heart desires. My sleep cycle is too fragile for me to stay up all night and when I start becoming an insomniac it really impacts on my mental health. My body also cannot process caffeine very well and it makes me quite sick if I ask it to.
I'm sick of trying to escape from reality, I'm ready to create one I'm happy living in and one that's worth living for.
I'm reducing my LJ intake and cutting out as much bullshit drama as possible.
I'm moving on with my life and I really don't have much room for dark, emo, goth, scene crap where I'm heading. I'm about real connections with real people.
I don't rant on here because I have good friends and a wonderful psychologist. I'm dealing with my crap and trying to keep it in my ownbackyard as much as possible, rather than up on a billboard for all to see.
Im not the girl you met years ago, the party-loving tart who was always up for a good drink or even the woman with a reasonable amount of self-awareness I was a year ago. I have evolved and changed and I'm spring cleaning my life in every way imaginable.
I'm a lot healthy than I was. I'm a bit heavier than I was because of medication. I am ready to put myself first, rather than everyone else to my own detriment as I have in the past. Once I am well practiced and stable at making sure I'm ok, then I may look at sharing my life with another person intimately. For now I have some awesome friends, old and new, who encourage, support, inspire and motivate me to be the most wonderful human being I can be.
I'm really not interested in clubs anymore. I dont want to drink, take drugs or be involved in the drama. I'm not able dance as much as my heart desires. My sleep cycle is too fragile for me to stay up all night and when I start becoming an insomniac it really impacts on my mental health. My body also cannot process caffeine very well and it makes me quite sick if I ask it to.
I'm sick of trying to escape from reality, I'm ready to create one I'm happy living in and one that's worth living for.