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Jun 04, 2006 23:43

In two days it will have been a month... is it ok to have positive hope or am i setting myself up for a even more devistating breakdown in the end... I dont want to waste my time or break my heart... Lately I have felt better...but sometimes my patience wears thin...I try to make the best of what i have and put together what i know to make what i am thinking and feeling into a positive theory of some sort... I want us back so bad it hurts...and i am trying to be strong and i avoid explaining to my friends because i am affriad of what they will say..and it will just make me feel worse... But how long am i going to be here? I'd rather be here then with out you but I dont want to ask questions forever... I love you and every time I'm with you I want to say it, but I cant cuz u wont say it back and it will just cause a problem...so i pretend not to feel it until i leave...
Sometimes i feel like I'm not good enough for you, maybe if I was a lil more this way or a little less that, there wouldn't be a problem...Maybe I just need to stick to reality and stop hoping life can be like it is in the movies...that eventually the girl gets swept off her feet and lives happily ever after...i donno what to think...

I put away the groceries
And I take my daily bread
I dream of your arms around me
As I tuck the kids in bed

I don't know what you're doin'
And I don't know where you are
But I look up at that great big sky
And I hope you're wishin' on that same
bright star

I wonder, I pray

[Chorus:]
And I sleep alone
I cry alone
And it's so hard livin' here on my own
So please, come home soon
(Come home soon)

I know that we're together
Even though we're far apart
And I'll wear our lucky penny 'round my neck
Pressed to my heart

I wonder, I pray

[Repeat Chorus]

[Bridge:]
I still imagine your touch
It's beautiful missing something that much
But sometimes love needs a fighting chance
So I'll wait my turn until it's our turn to dance

I wonder, I pray

[Second Chorus:]
I sleep alone
I cry alone
Without you this house is not a home
So please, come home soon

[Third Chorus:]
I walk alone
I try alone
I'll wait for you, don't want to die alone
So please, come home soon

Come home soon
Come home soon
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