May 21, 2005 00:11
This is the best time to write in this journal because u are completely honest with yourself.
I am moving to Oregon, whatever doubt i had in my mind before has completely vanished. I am gonna be without a job by july 1st. so why not just move to oregon. my mom knows that i want to leave. she wants me too as well. but i hate the fact that i have to leave my family.
i finallt talked to joshua. i miss him. everything bad that he does he makes up for with his honesty and faithfulness. i have no doubt that we will have a GREAT time together. i hope it lasts for awhile.
I MUST STAY STRONG!