What am I in for?
So Josh finally called me last night, while i was at redneck, white trash walmart. (i still love it though). And it is a good thing that i am a realistic person that doesn't see through rose colored glasses cause Josh is not someone who u can define in one word and isn't someone who sees life in normal vision. but who really does.
He is compeletly honest. Which of course isn't always a good thing but its better than lies. right now he is a dj at some night club in portland and now is in charge of finding new talent.
I don't think it will work out between us if we actually were to get together but it will be a fun ride. I think i am to realistic to think that something serious and long term could ever happen with him. He has already been jaded and i'm not sure if i want to have another REALLY jaded man. Its so much work and last time i got NOTHING except a big thanks and I hope we can still be friends while i'm with my new girlfriend.
Plus josh is a lot like my friend eric (the bartender) he has already been engaged and broken apart. But instead of eric's whoring around town josh doesn't even want any girl. He says they are bad news and trouble. and i wish i could disagree but there are so many girls that ruin it for the very few of us who are just relaxed and easy going.
It doesn't help that his once really good friend (my cousins wife) is a total bitch and doesn't let my cousin go out at all and when she does let him go somewhere she calls him every 5 minutes.
Ok enough of this crap. who knows what he is thinking. and i am not going to waste my time assuming that i know him completely
He is compeletly honest. Which of course isn't always a good thing but its better than lies. right now he is a dj at some night club in portland and now is in charge of finding new talent.
I don't think it will work out between us if we actually were to get together but it will be a fun ride. I think i am to realistic to think that something serious and long term could ever happen with him. He has already been jaded and i'm not sure if i want to have another REALLY jaded man. Its so much work and last time i got NOTHING except a big thanks and I hope we can still be friends while i'm with my new girlfriend.
Plus josh is a lot like my friend eric (the bartender) he has already been engaged and broken apart. But instead of eric's whoring around town josh doesn't even want any girl. He says they are bad news and trouble. and i wish i could disagree but there are so many girls that ruin it for the very few of us who are just relaxed and easy going.
It doesn't help that his once really good friend (my cousins wife) is a total bitch and doesn't let my cousin go out at all and when she does let him go somewhere she calls him every 5 minutes.
Ok enough of this crap. who knows what he is thinking. and i am not going to waste my time assuming that i know him completely