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I'm exhausted! I've been working extra hours this week, and I'm now starting to feel the effects of all the work. My brain needs to take a vacation! I was going to stay late again today, but another 10 hour shift today is just NOT going to happen! My body is PLEADING for me to sleep.
Last night I came home SOOO tired, but I promised Kathy (my stepmom) that I'd do a bible study with her when I got home. Wanting to ask to wait another day, I heard my inner voice saying "No No No! Don't give up on a study! You let him win!" (Him being Satan) And i was NOT about to let that happen. So I took a deep breath and prayed to Jehovah to give me the strength, and energy to stay awake and ABSORB all the information. We started the Knowledge book and BOY is that INTERESTING! I'm even MORE excited! I didn't want to stop after the 1st chapter, but it was already 12:30 at night and I had to be up at 6 this morning for work. I'm hoping I can get another study in either tonight or tomorrow.
I've been feeling alot better emotionally lately. Like my strength is slowly coming back. I haven't cried in a while, and I think because I haven't talked to Oscar its made it's made it a lot easier. He wants his ring back, but I'm not at the point where I completely want to let go of it all. I have my moments where I think about him, when I miss him tremendously, but I try to repeat to myself that this breakup is for the better. I KNOW i'm going to be ok.
Well... until next time! Love and Peace <3
Last night I came home SOOO tired, but I promised Kathy (my stepmom) that I'd do a bible study with her when I got home. Wanting to ask to wait another day, I heard my inner voice saying "No No No! Don't give up on a study! You let him win!" (Him being Satan) And i was NOT about to let that happen. So I took a deep breath and prayed to Jehovah to give me the strength, and energy to stay awake and ABSORB all the information. We started the Knowledge book and BOY is that INTERESTING! I'm even MORE excited! I didn't want to stop after the 1st chapter, but it was already 12:30 at night and I had to be up at 6 this morning for work. I'm hoping I can get another study in either tonight or tomorrow.
I've been feeling alot better emotionally lately. Like my strength is slowly coming back. I haven't cried in a while, and I think because I haven't talked to Oscar its made it's made it a lot easier. He wants his ring back, but I'm not at the point where I completely want to let go of it all. I have my moments where I think about him, when I miss him tremendously, but I try to repeat to myself that this breakup is for the better. I KNOW i'm going to be ok.
Well... until next time! Love and Peace <3