Once again.. It's been a while!
AWWWWWWWW here's my beautiful coconut Deija! she lubs me! *hugs*
She's so cute! I love you too HUN! rawr!!
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Not much has been happening my way. I'm so addicted to the internet, I seriously wonder if it's a problem. I can't stay away! I know so many people online, and talk to so many people on a regular basis, it's insane. I was online on sunday for like 8-9 hours. What a waste of a day if you think about it afterward. But I get so lost into the computer, so many different conversations, then I just lose track of how long I have actually been sitting here. Ehhh anyway
I started talking to this guy Isaac. Funny thing is we met like 3-4 years ago in a chatroom and he knew this girl i went to school with at the time. So we used to chat and stuff then, and of course lost touch. I was bored and in a san antonio chat like last week, and him and i start talkin again, not knowing that we had talked before. We even chatted on the phone that night for like an hour and a half. Then the next day he asks me if I've talked to Rosa Linda (which was the girl we both new) and it clicked. OMG! lol whatta coincedence! He said he knew i looked familiar and finally realized the connection. Pretty weird. I guess we were meant to be in each other's lives some how. We talked for like 3-4 hours total last night, he is a great guy so far. Has a degree already, and seems to have his priorities straight. I'm scared to finally meet him in person, cause I'm so insecure, but I'm just gonna be myself, and if he doesn't like that, then oh well... NEXT! We are going to see Hitch on Thursday! Woo-hoo a date! I'm terrified of dating again, but it's been 5 months since Oscar and I broke up, and it's time i move on with my life. I wonder if this is too soon? Am I really ready? I have no idea. I can only pray and keep it in Jehovah's hands to give me strength.
School has been going great. I am doing good in my classes, keeping up with my studies. My anthropology class is soooo COOL! I wish I wasn't such an emotional person, cause it seems like such a FUN profession. Today we looked at more photo's of crime scenes. Pretty gruesome stuff. Decomposed bodies, nasty wounds, the works. You have to have a tough stomach, not only for what you SEE, but the SMELL!!! I can't even IMAGINE. Last week was neat cause my professor had one of his police officer friends come and role play a dead body. They set up a Mock Crime scene, with bullets, the officer had blood all on his shirt, and everything, and he even lied down in this awkward position for an HOUR, while we went in and took down all the evidence, made sketches of the scene, identified him, and tried to figure out how he was killed and what happened. I was SO excited! Talk about HANDS ON learning! Today we also looked at REAL skulls that have been donated to my professor for learning purposes, and we were learning how to identify just by looking at the skull if it's a male or female. I was amazed by all of this, down to the jaw line, the brow bridge, the actual skull itself you can tell the sex! wow!
I had the WEIRDEST dream the night before last. I dreamt that i KNEW i was gonna die, and I had this huge dinner and was saying goodbye to everyone. I mean everyone was crying, and I was saying my final words to each individual, even people I have never met before. Then I got to my baby brother, and I remember just crying My EYES out with him, I mean holding him so tight and balling so hard, and just repeatedly telling him that i love him. Then I woke up, and Jacob was crying! STRANGE!!!!!!!!!! What does that MEAN?! GRRR!
I need to start exercising! I hate it SOOO much! i can never stay motivated! EVER! But Then I watched Oprah on Monday, and this Man was 700 POUNDS, and lost 500 pounds without surgery or any pills.. just dieting and eating correctly! I was amazed, and cryin my eyes out watching this! I couldn't believe it! He looked GREAT!! He is now my inspiration. If he can lose all that weight, then SO CAN I!!!! damnit!
BEFORE....
AFTER....
Isn't that AMAZING!!! he looks GREAT!!! No Surgery, NOTHING! Makes me feel bad that I can't lose my measly 100 pounds! lol.. sheesh! We'll seeeeeeeee what happens! I'll try and update more! Lots of love always! -Chris
She's so cute! I love you too HUN! rawr!!
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Not much has been happening my way. I'm so addicted to the internet, I seriously wonder if it's a problem. I can't stay away! I know so many people online, and talk to so many people on a regular basis, it's insane. I was online on sunday for like 8-9 hours. What a waste of a day if you think about it afterward. But I get so lost into the computer, so many different conversations, then I just lose track of how long I have actually been sitting here. Ehhh anyway
I started talking to this guy Isaac. Funny thing is we met like 3-4 years ago in a chatroom and he knew this girl i went to school with at the time. So we used to chat and stuff then, and of course lost touch. I was bored and in a san antonio chat like last week, and him and i start talkin again, not knowing that we had talked before. We even chatted on the phone that night for like an hour and a half. Then the next day he asks me if I've talked to Rosa Linda (which was the girl we both new) and it clicked. OMG! lol whatta coincedence! He said he knew i looked familiar and finally realized the connection. Pretty weird. I guess we were meant to be in each other's lives some how. We talked for like 3-4 hours total last night, he is a great guy so far. Has a degree already, and seems to have his priorities straight. I'm scared to finally meet him in person, cause I'm so insecure, but I'm just gonna be myself, and if he doesn't like that, then oh well... NEXT! We are going to see Hitch on Thursday! Woo-hoo a date! I'm terrified of dating again, but it's been 5 months since Oscar and I broke up, and it's time i move on with my life. I wonder if this is too soon? Am I really ready? I have no idea. I can only pray and keep it in Jehovah's hands to give me strength.
School has been going great. I am doing good in my classes, keeping up with my studies. My anthropology class is soooo COOL! I wish I wasn't such an emotional person, cause it seems like such a FUN profession. Today we looked at more photo's of crime scenes. Pretty gruesome stuff. Decomposed bodies, nasty wounds, the works. You have to have a tough stomach, not only for what you SEE, but the SMELL!!! I can't even IMAGINE. Last week was neat cause my professor had one of his police officer friends come and role play a dead body. They set up a Mock Crime scene, with bullets, the officer had blood all on his shirt, and everything, and he even lied down in this awkward position for an HOUR, while we went in and took down all the evidence, made sketches of the scene, identified him, and tried to figure out how he was killed and what happened. I was SO excited! Talk about HANDS ON learning! Today we also looked at REAL skulls that have been donated to my professor for learning purposes, and we were learning how to identify just by looking at the skull if it's a male or female. I was amazed by all of this, down to the jaw line, the brow bridge, the actual skull itself you can tell the sex! wow!
I had the WEIRDEST dream the night before last. I dreamt that i KNEW i was gonna die, and I had this huge dinner and was saying goodbye to everyone. I mean everyone was crying, and I was saying my final words to each individual, even people I have never met before. Then I got to my baby brother, and I remember just crying My EYES out with him, I mean holding him so tight and balling so hard, and just repeatedly telling him that i love him. Then I woke up, and Jacob was crying! STRANGE!!!!!!!!!! What does that MEAN?! GRRR!
I need to start exercising! I hate it SOOO much! i can never stay motivated! EVER! But Then I watched Oprah on Monday, and this Man was 700 POUNDS, and lost 500 pounds without surgery or any pills.. just dieting and eating correctly! I was amazed, and cryin my eyes out watching this! I couldn't believe it! He looked GREAT!! He is now my inspiration. If he can lose all that weight, then SO CAN I!!!! damnit!
BEFORE....
AFTER....
Isn't that AMAZING!!! he looks GREAT!!! No Surgery, NOTHING! Makes me feel bad that I can't lose my measly 100 pounds! lol.. sheesh! We'll seeeeeeeee what happens! I'll try and update more! Lots of love always! -Chris