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Today started out horrible. Actually the past few sleep episodes have been making me feel terrible. Im waking up with wet eyes and a congested face. I sob so heavily in my dreams that I wake up wet, sniffling, and still crying. Hardcore dreams about real and unreal things and events. I feel I either have a brain tumor or its my Suboxone that causes me these tumultuous dreams/njghtmares/hallucinations. I hear and see vivid shit when Im fully awake and its dark in my room. I wish I could explain it better but its hard and Im semi worried. I dont want to worry about it too much because then I'll end up with my insomnia acting up again and troubled dream sleep is better then no sleep for me.
On another note, I just ordered $30 in body jewelry that I cant wait to get!
I think today Im going to smoke some herb, order Chinese food, and watch shitty TV shows in bed. Tomorrow Im hoping I get to go see Magic Mike XXL with my gorgeous babely friend Alana. Im in need of a truly fun time!
Ttyl guys & gals...