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I have a late night ritual Ive come to like and find comfort in. I wait for my babe to go to bed, and after he has fallen asleep, I climb out of my bed, grab smokes, something to drink, something to eat and go in the bathroom. I shut the door and sit on the toilet. Most of the time I will read while eating and drinking in here. Other nights, like tonight I write in my LJ and smoke a cigarette. Its calming to me to be shut in the bathroom having a bit of private time. I'll only eat if Im really hungry and most nights I am because during the day my appetite is bird like. Ever since starting Suboxone, my appetite has vanished. Which is weird according to my love since opiates are suppose to increase ones appetite. Hey, Ive lost nearly 30 lbs whilst being on this, and Im extremely happy about that.
I can see some of you saying "Eww, you eat in the bathroom?!" Yup. My bathroom is way cleaner then some dining joints I know, so fuck off.
Today, for Mothers Day we went to my inlaws as per usual. I made crock pot bbq chicken in a homemade bbq sauce and some boxed California walnut brownies. Everything turned out delicious. We left earlier then usual because we both just wanted to be home. Quite socialable eh? Lol. Not really. His grandmother got a digital camera for Christmas and was busy taking pictures and videos. Quite a change for her as she usually has a disposable piece of shit camera with her. Shes getting up there in the technical world lol. Shes a great person. Lots of spunk and has a great love for food like I do. We talk about recipes all the time. She took a liking to me right away when we met. I think its my bold, boisturious attitude she likes. Ive liked her from the beginning too, great woman.
Finally getting a bit sleepy after my nap (9pm-12am) which wasnt intentional. I hope my next entry here isnt so snooze worthy ;)
Gnight!