this kind of trouble's only just begun...
alone. don't you ever feel that way? it sucks and it sucks bad because you could have everyone you know around and still feel this way. but i suppose its my own fault. i just don't know what to do about it. i mean i'm not the type of person that just likes to talk about everything they think or feel even if the feelings are towards the person i'm talking to, hell thats even harder. i just dont think i could ever be that way with someone, completely comfortable and open. fuck it up....yeah been there done that. the time comes when you gotta blame yourself but it sucks when you deserve the blame. done some stupid things ha. guess you live and learn. just want someone to do the living and learning with me.
what an unusual entry....
love samma.