Apr 14, 2004 21:08
Today I went and seen The Passion of The Christ. Wow what a movie. I'm not afraid to admit I most definitely cried, a lot. At the end I was left completely speechless. When I tried to utter a word my eyes filled back up with tears. What can I say except I'm a whole new person. The old me was a girl who longed for attention and love, and I cared sooo much when people would judge me, or hate me. Now I don’t care. I'm ok with everyone and I have realized everything is not going to go my way, and not everyone’s going to like me. I like them anyways. Yeah, you hate me, I like you. You wish I was dead, I hope you can come to terms about what your really angry about in life. From now on I'm going to live up to my full potential, or try, and take everything with perseverance. Like I was telling Jen, it’s completely changed my life and how I act and think. I will never whine about another scratch or cut again. If I do, shame on me. I’m willing to say, I would go through the same thing Jesus went through for us. Are you?
On a lighter note, I went out to eat afterwards with my aunt and mother. It was absolutely delicious. My family, including various friends, has decided I have a.d.h.d. (attention deficit hyper-active disorder) Hmm…I don’t know. Don’t care either, as long as I keep myself entertained.
By the way, I dislike the name Luke.
I love you Egor.