How boring!
So much for the fun weekend i was planning on having...grrrrrrrrrr
This week sucked like no other!
I'm gonna start off by saying that my stalker is REALLY bugging me! He wrote me 2 notes in just one day! Oh yeah and he asked why i only hang out with girls when he doesn't see me every single time of the day! Or maybe he does, which i wouldn't doubt since he's a stalker. I thought about just telling him i'm gay. That might work...at least he'd stop bugging me right?! lol
I talked to my friend that lives in Brazil and she was telling me how everyone over there misses me so much and how she's been watching my ex and that she believes that everything he tells me is true cuz he hasn't had a gf ever since i left ((last summer)) and that he only talked to 2 girls this whole time. I was surprised cuz he's just one of those guys that could get any girl you know? And what does he do? Wait for ME. Hmmm why me??? I'm not complaining or anything but it's just weird...oh well...we ALWAYS have something over the summer though, which is fine with me :P!! lol it happens, i can't help it! I don't like him anymore, but i guess you could say i have a crush on him everytime we see each other! Ha...funny how my life can be SOOOO much better in the 2 months that i stay over there rather than the other 10 months that i'm here. How EVERYTHING ((good)) happens to me in those 2 months compared to a little something in the other looooooong 10 months. Hmmmm that really gets me thinking if i should come back this year or just stay over there...
But i'm sure yall don't care about any of this. It's just that it feels good to say it. Gets me thinking about everything i left and for what?! ha but anyways...
This weekend sucks! I haven't done anything AT ALL, nothing, nada! Ugh this makes me miss Brazil even more! Damn!
Oh yeah no more crushes for me. Well not till summer, of course, but i've decided to take care of myself now. This last month of school, i'm gonna focus on ME and nothing else. No guys OR girls. Fun stuff!!! :D
hmmm it's still 9...maybe i'll get my mom to go to the movies with me or do something to get me outta here! I'm anxious for some reason and don't like it!
Enough said, i'm outttttttttttttt <3