AZ
I'm in Arizona right now. My honey went home tonight. I miss him so much. You know, no one really realizes the crap he went through with me and the medication problems. I put that guy through hell. I didn't mean to... I didn't know I was at the time. I could kick myself. He never had any bad problems until I came along. I vow to make the next 5 years WAY better for him (and I). He deserves better.
I always have the best time with my step mom Roxanne. She is the raddest person. I connect with her like I've never connected with another family member. She loves me unconditionally and that feels amazing.
I finally met my brother's 6 month old daughter and my sister's 4 month old son. Now I just need to meet my baby sister's daughter and I will have met all my nieces and nephews.
Addiction is a messed up disease and so many people in my family suffer from it. It really tears everyone and everything apart.
I am so damn FAT. My pal Jen made a really motivating post about weight loss. I've lost 15 pounds so far... and more inches than pounds for sure. I need to start an exercise program of some sort. It's hard right now because of the joint inflammation... now I just sound like I'm making excuses. I know I'm fat. I know it's very unattractive. I want so bad to change it. I need patience and motivation.
My sister Kelly owns a restaurant in Phoenix called Baci. It's AMAZING! The food is just heavenly. She did a fantastic job decorating the place. She has a fantastic eye for design. I am so proud of her! She made her dream happen. She is the hardest working person I know. I am a little worried because she has lost SO much weight due to stress. She is literally skin & bones. (And then there is me who is completely over weight.) She and I are a funny looking pair! haha
Tomorrow Kelly is taking me to her friend's store. He has a boutique that sells Fendi, Prada, and Dior bags. AKA JILL HEAVEN! :) I cannot wait to browse.
I always have the best time with my step mom Roxanne. She is the raddest person. I connect with her like I've never connected with another family member. She loves me unconditionally and that feels amazing.
I finally met my brother's 6 month old daughter and my sister's 4 month old son. Now I just need to meet my baby sister's daughter and I will have met all my nieces and nephews.
Addiction is a messed up disease and so many people in my family suffer from it. It really tears everyone and everything apart.
I am so damn FAT. My pal Jen made a really motivating post about weight loss. I've lost 15 pounds so far... and more inches than pounds for sure. I need to start an exercise program of some sort. It's hard right now because of the joint inflammation... now I just sound like I'm making excuses. I know I'm fat. I know it's very unattractive. I want so bad to change it. I need patience and motivation.
My sister Kelly owns a restaurant in Phoenix called Baci. It's AMAZING! The food is just heavenly. She did a fantastic job decorating the place. She has a fantastic eye for design. I am so proud of her! She made her dream happen. She is the hardest working person I know. I am a little worried because she has lost SO much weight due to stress. She is literally skin & bones. (And then there is me who is completely over weight.) She and I are a funny looking pair! haha
Tomorrow Kelly is taking me to her friend's store. He has a boutique that sells Fendi, Prada, and Dior bags. AKA JILL HEAVEN! :) I cannot wait to browse.