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Life is "eh."
Work sucks, minus Damon's. Its nice working there, because I get to see my brother and I'm making alot of friends so I have people my own age to hang out now and then when I have free time. Which isn't often.
Money is getting better. I'm tired all the time, because I'm averaging 1.75-2 weeks of work before I have a day off... but in 2.5 weeks I will get my vacation that I have been anxiously awaiting.
Assuming the weather isn't horrible, I can not wait for this trip. I absolutely can't wait for a 7 hour drive. How bad is that? I'm so tired of being cramped up in the damn mall 10-15 days in a row, that I'm pumped for a long, boring drive. Throwing some movies, a portable DVD player, my DMB CDs, maybe some books on Audio. I plan to leave at 6 or 7am on Wednesday morning to get there by 3pm or so (if i don't get lost). I want to beat Chris home so I can just relax after the drive and take a nap.
Mmmmmmm. Naps. It has been way too long since I had a nice long nap/night's sleep with an arm around me. I like that I know that we're just friends and I'm not worried about stupid insecure girl, "what are we???"s anymore. We can hang out, we can sleep, we can bs, we can fool around... hell, today I kept thinking how I'd kill to be back in Hancock with him, on his couch watching football, being ignored. Just relaxing. But naps and sleeping in will be highly anticipated. We can just be normal and not worry.
Last time I was there one of my fave moments was having been asleep and hearing him come home from work. Granted, I could have gotten up and greeted him... or I could have stayed in bed in my wifebeater and boycut undies, knowing he'd be exhausted after work, and drift back to sleep knowing he'd come in before too long and join me. And he did.
Few things make a girl feel as secure as waking up to a guy that makes her feel safe, crawling into bed and wrapping up with her for a nap. I fell asleep facing him, my arms folded up against me, with my head under his chin against his chest, his arms wrapped around me. I think we passed out for like an hour or two. It was so, so, so wonderful.
Right now my goal is to get there nice and early, chill out, and maybe even have dinner in the oven by the time he gets home. He doesn't cook much. I figure I can do that and just chill out. We'll have Wed and Thurs to ourselves, then his cousin with us Friday and Saturday night. I hope he still cuddles with me and sleeps in the same bed with me in NYC even if his cousin is with us.
But anyways. Life is "eh" I'm ready for my trip to NY. I'm ready to see DMB. I'm ready to hang out with Chris. I'm ready to have a few days to do nothing but relax and have fun.
Work sucks, minus Damon's. Its nice working there, because I get to see my brother and I'm making alot of friends so I have people my own age to hang out now and then when I have free time. Which isn't often.
Money is getting better. I'm tired all the time, because I'm averaging 1.75-2 weeks of work before I have a day off... but in 2.5 weeks I will get my vacation that I have been anxiously awaiting.
Assuming the weather isn't horrible, I can not wait for this trip. I absolutely can't wait for a 7 hour drive. How bad is that? I'm so tired of being cramped up in the damn mall 10-15 days in a row, that I'm pumped for a long, boring drive. Throwing some movies, a portable DVD player, my DMB CDs, maybe some books on Audio. I plan to leave at 6 or 7am on Wednesday morning to get there by 3pm or so (if i don't get lost). I want to beat Chris home so I can just relax after the drive and take a nap.
Mmmmmmm. Naps. It has been way too long since I had a nice long nap/night's sleep with an arm around me. I like that I know that we're just friends and I'm not worried about stupid insecure girl, "what are we???"s anymore. We can hang out, we can sleep, we can bs, we can fool around... hell, today I kept thinking how I'd kill to be back in Hancock with him, on his couch watching football, being ignored. Just relaxing. But naps and sleeping in will be highly anticipated. We can just be normal and not worry.
Last time I was there one of my fave moments was having been asleep and hearing him come home from work. Granted, I could have gotten up and greeted him... or I could have stayed in bed in my wifebeater and boycut undies, knowing he'd be exhausted after work, and drift back to sleep knowing he'd come in before too long and join me. And he did.
Few things make a girl feel as secure as waking up to a guy that makes her feel safe, crawling into bed and wrapping up with her for a nap. I fell asleep facing him, my arms folded up against me, with my head under his chin against his chest, his arms wrapped around me. I think we passed out for like an hour or two. It was so, so, so wonderful.
Right now my goal is to get there nice and early, chill out, and maybe even have dinner in the oven by the time he gets home. He doesn't cook much. I figure I can do that and just chill out. We'll have Wed and Thurs to ourselves, then his cousin with us Friday and Saturday night. I hope he still cuddles with me and sleeps in the same bed with me in NYC even if his cousin is with us.
But anyways. Life is "eh" I'm ready for my trip to NY. I'm ready to see DMB. I'm ready to hang out with Chris. I'm ready to have a few days to do nothing but relax and have fun.