say, my place at nine?
I'm back after completing ISUs the day before and studying for exams non-stop and all that lovely stuff. So second semester is officially over. Tomorrow is exam review day where we get our exam grades. I don't want to talk about exams because i just want to forget they ever happened. Sometimes, i can make myself do that for a while. Just for a while.
The only good thing about anything is that on the last math TIPS that i mentioned in my previous entry, i got 97%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry for the excessive exclamation marks but i only lost half a mark on that TIPS. It's only a personal accomplishment though, considering my mark only went up 0.6%
Oh well.
Yesterday, after my law exam, Nicole, Sean, and i split a taxi home but then decided to go eat at a Chinese place across from Loblaws. The food wasn't too great but it was very nice sitting there, outside of the house. We laughed a lot about Brad and Jen, the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, Aaron Carter, the Spice Girls, preserved eggs, etc. It made me feel good. It made me feel like i was normal, a bit.
Lately, i've been having these thoughts about my life and how it seems like i'm in a rut. I don't do anything. I don't go anywhere. I'm too scared to try anything new. And while some of that makes me great in an adult's eyes, i also feel like i'm skipping over my teenage years. I don't want to do that because despite the hormones and moodiness and constant thoughts about the male gender and teen angst, i like being a teenager, i do. I just feel so out of place all the time. This kind of scares me, all these thoughts about trying new things. It makes me feel like i might find myself piss drunk at a party one night just to prove some people wrong, even though i know that won't ever happen because i'd never do that. And isn't that the problem? I don't know what i'm saying.
P.S.
Andrea, happy belated birthday <333
You’re really something, and I asked him what, and he held me away from him a little and stroked my face and said, something special. -- My First Sony
You're really something <3
The only good thing about anything is that on the last math TIPS that i mentioned in my previous entry, i got 97%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry for the excessive exclamation marks but i only lost half a mark on that TIPS. It's only a personal accomplishment though, considering my mark only went up 0.6%
Oh well.
Yesterday, after my law exam, Nicole, Sean, and i split a taxi home but then decided to go eat at a Chinese place across from Loblaws. The food wasn't too great but it was very nice sitting there, outside of the house. We laughed a lot about Brad and Jen, the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, Aaron Carter, the Spice Girls, preserved eggs, etc. It made me feel good. It made me feel like i was normal, a bit.
Lately, i've been having these thoughts about my life and how it seems like i'm in a rut. I don't do anything. I don't go anywhere. I'm too scared to try anything new. And while some of that makes me great in an adult's eyes, i also feel like i'm skipping over my teenage years. I don't want to do that because despite the hormones and moodiness and constant thoughts about the male gender and teen angst, i like being a teenager, i do. I just feel so out of place all the time. This kind of scares me, all these thoughts about trying new things. It makes me feel like i might find myself piss drunk at a party one night just to prove some people wrong, even though i know that won't ever happen because i'd never do that. And isn't that the problem? I don't know what i'm saying.
P.S.
Andrea, happy belated birthday <333
You’re really something, and I asked him what, and he held me away from him a little and stroked my face and said, something special. -- My First Sony
You're really something <3