i feel really really crappy. i don't really want to talk about it because it's kind of stupid in an insecure way, but i just feel crappy.
tomorrow is job-shadowing day. that means that i have to go to nikki's mom's workplace because she's a social worker which is close to a psychologist, which is who i want to become.
on saturday, yana and sasha came over. sasha was being weird and "mature" as usual, so yana and i watched pulp fiction upstairs. our parents wouldn't let us go to the theatres, even though there's nothing that i really wanted to see there anyway. i think i just wanted to get out of the house. pulp fiction was... weird. the movie's hailed for being amazing and all, but i guess i don't see it. it was alright for me, not really worth a second chance. i liked how it all came together at the end, but meh.
my history group came over on sunday to work on our project. there was nothing to work on, so the meeting was officially finished in about 10 minutes. i don't know why they stayed here though. nikki's in my group and i'm glad she stayed, but i don't know why the others stayed, i mean, i don't even know them that well. i would've felt uncomfortable.
after they finally left, nikki and i had so much fun. we laughed and sang and danced and took three million pictures. look at them
here. they are great, we also made photo animations, which are there too.
i miss marina and nikki so much right now. so much.