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OMG moving sale was not as good as hoped, BUT i've still got stuff on craigslist, so hopefully I can get rid of it by the end of the week.
Chris showed up at the yard sale. My fault, I wanted to take a bag to his house, and he decided to come pick it up instead. talk about emotionally draining. he pretty much wants nothing to do with me, and i should probably want that as well, since i broke it off, but i dont. maybe i'm just as emotionally unstable as he is....only i dont hold shotguns to my face. I wish things could be different, because hes one hell of a boyfriend...hes just a little bit of a nut too, and I guess i decided it was too much.
I made the right decision.
Thats what i keep telling myself anyway.
I AM getting more and more excited about getting to hang out in st. pete for a while. Jarrell decided he wanted to meet me out there. probly another bad decision, but i could use friends. and friends that know me, not just acquaintances. so i think i'll let him.
i'm pretty lame, but i think an early bedtime is called for today. lets get up tomorrow.
Chris showed up at the yard sale. My fault, I wanted to take a bag to his house, and he decided to come pick it up instead. talk about emotionally draining. he pretty much wants nothing to do with me, and i should probably want that as well, since i broke it off, but i dont. maybe i'm just as emotionally unstable as he is....only i dont hold shotguns to my face. I wish things could be different, because hes one hell of a boyfriend...hes just a little bit of a nut too, and I guess i decided it was too much.
I made the right decision.
Thats what i keep telling myself anyway.
I AM getting more and more excited about getting to hang out in st. pete for a while. Jarrell decided he wanted to meet me out there. probly another bad decision, but i could use friends. and friends that know me, not just acquaintances. so i think i'll let him.
i'm pretty lame, but i think an early bedtime is called for today. lets get up tomorrow.