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I really do feel like a grandma.
I go to work, go home, maybe hang out with someone or go to dinner for an hour or so, and then i'm tired so I go home and go to sleep.
I havn't gone OUT, I havn't gotten drunk, I don't hang out till two anymore...and you know what the worst part is? I'm HAPPY.
I think my priorities have changed and I just didn't realize it till recently. I feel like I've grown up temendously and I'm just waiting for all my friends to catch up (and that is not meant to offend anyone). I'm interested in having dinner with mature people, going to a concert, hanging out with my best friends...all before midnight. I don't feel like spending alot of money, I don't feel like getting trashed at the kegger next door, I don't feel like watching people act like idiots, I have absolutely no desire to party.
Maybe I just need to get over myself or something, I don't know. But I have to admit that I'm perfectly content to come home after work and make dinner and watch a movie or clean up before I go to sleep and wake up for work the next day. Believe it or not, I actually feel like I'm accomplishing something. I get a good paycheck, I'm able to pay my bills, and still save so that ten years from now when I'm married and want kids, I can afford them. I LIKE that feeling.
I don't know. I feel like I'm missing out on my teenage years, but at the same time, I'm over it. I'm over being a crazy 18 year old.
Hm.