big band-aid time
it's been a rough couple weeks. tommy and i are officially officially done with each other. chalk it up to alot of little issues and of course some big ones (i.e. my aversion to thoughts of motherhood and what defines "living comfortably"). however, i'm honestly grateful to have had this experience with such an outstanding person-- he definitely helped me raise the bar on who i deem to be acceptable dating material for future reference. and he also forced me to open myself up to another human being in ways that i'd always been too scared to do before. don't know how long it'll be before i'm ready to bark up that tree again, but at least i know i'm allowed to have standards... high ones.
okay, enough about tommy.
as for the rest of the people buzzing in and out of my life-- some have been incredible and others have been intolerable. i'm eternally grateful to caitlin for once again being there just as everything literally began to fall apart. she's the one person i can always count on to know when i need to just cry forever and also knows when any/every episode of Sex & the City is one HBO on Demand. :o) my housemate, kristen has been equally awesome in listening and helping me sort things out... she's also been the one to lend an ear and help me laugh off the unconscienable liberties some "friends" have taken regarding my romantic status. like seriously, go find a table-leg or something.
i did have a pretty awesome friday night with joeymac & caitlin in morristown this weekend... it was nice to be out but i guess i have to get used to the whole single thing again. thank god i've ditched that whole 'approachable' thing. i'll explain what that means one day.
okay, enough about tommy.
as for the rest of the people buzzing in and out of my life-- some have been incredible and others have been intolerable. i'm eternally grateful to caitlin for once again being there just as everything literally began to fall apart. she's the one person i can always count on to know when i need to just cry forever and also knows when any/every episode of Sex & the City is one HBO on Demand. :o) my housemate, kristen has been equally awesome in listening and helping me sort things out... she's also been the one to lend an ear and help me laugh off the unconscienable liberties some "friends" have taken regarding my romantic status. like seriously, go find a table-leg or something.
i did have a pretty awesome friday night with joeymac & caitlin in morristown this weekend... it was nice to be out but i guess i have to get used to the whole single thing again. thank god i've ditched that whole 'approachable' thing. i'll explain what that means one day.