Aug 22, 2010 23:28
Its been 6 weeks, means there's only 4 weeks left for me to be here. I will be super sad to leave my hometown. Since my sister is joining me, there's only father, mother and lil bro left. I wonder if they will feel lonely too without us? Lately I've been thinking, since I continuing my study far away from home, the time to spend with my family decrease. That makes me sad. I hope we can spend more time together. I need to graduate fast.
About univ friends, seems like I've been left behind about the update news. Like A finally went out with someone, and they're dating now, B is actually never trust anyone except one of her friends, B is like wanna go somewhere but doesn't wanna tell, maybe the cute juniors etc etc... I found out on facebook. I surprised myself surfed the web to find out. And they seem don't look for me as well. Like how am I here or else. Oh well... Why should I care anyway? =D
Last August 17th was my ex boyfriend's b'day. And I DIDN'T say happy b'day to him. Why? Simple, I hate him. I maybe sound like a bad girl full of hatred, but that's the fact. Reason? I have TONS! These days I've been remembering about him. That sucks. I will curse him everytime I remember how he insult me, how he turned me down, how he commented what I'm wearing, how he's always on his guy friend side but me (that makes me think I'm actually dating a GAY?!), how he told his cousin about me and etc! MAN! I'm mad now, seriously. And you see, I'm over him. I have no feeling on him anymore. The pieces of him which are left in me are just things that make me hate him more and more. I'm just adding sins to my life record. I should stop. But I can't. I should soon, dammit. That stupid gay. Psh. Oh one more, he ever said that I'm PSYCHONEUROTIC. Thanks a lot dear, you successfully drew a BIG HOLE in my heart that tracing until now.
Enough about the unpleasant things. For the first time in my life, I tried baking! Just a simple chiffon cake. My first try is... a failure. Seriously, I'm not a kitchen girl at all. I can't cook! Uh huh. I should try cooking something then. After I master the chiffon cake first. Lol. Okay, well I love baking. Its surprisingly fun. How you feel so nervous waiting for how the cake will turn out. Its a good feeling. I wanna learn cookies and cupcakes too. Oh and I took a picture of the cake but since my mother's laptop's bluetooth is crazy, I can't seem to transfer the picture into this stupid thing. =3=
PS. Sorry everyone about my ex's story.
PPS. I'm fine with homosexual. I just hate that gay(my ex) only.
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