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Usually I don't mind sitting around and doing nothing. But today is one of those days where I am sitting around and doing nothing and it makes me want to cry. I wanted to be doing something else right now, but it didn't happen, as I should have expected. I just need to let out a good, long, hard cry to make me feel better. To make me realize that everything is going to be okay and that I matter. I hate waiting for something that never comes. I need to realize it's never going to come and move on, no matter how difficult it may be.