how much he really means to me....
This ones about jon...
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
I died tomorrow: i would be out of my mind..i dont even know what i'd do
I said I liked you: tell you i liked you too
I kissed you: kiss you back
I lived next door to you: visit everyday
I started smoking: you already do and i HATE it
I stole something: and didn't get caught? ...laugh. and if you did get caught, i'd bail you out of jail.
I was hospitalized: you are as we speak, so basically what i've been doing now...call you everyday, think about you every second, cry frequently, and be pretty off track for a while.
I ran away from home: meet up with you where ever u went.
I got into a fight and you weren't there: hope you kicked the other persons ass
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
Personality: apsoulutly perfect. your everything i ever liked...outgoing, funny, talkative, friendly, one-of-the-guys, cute, loveable, fun, smart.
Eyes: beautiful
Hair: sexy
Family: ..troubled at the moment.
WOULD YOU:
Be my friend?: we are
Keep a secret if I told you one?: i have and would
Hold my hand?: already have
Take a bullet for me?: yes
Keep in touch?: we do
Try and solve my problems?: i try but its hard to figure you out
Love me?: already do
Date me?: already did
HAVE YOU EVER:
Lied to make me feel better?: ya
Wanted to kiss me?: i already have and i still want to
Wanted to kill me?: no
Broke my heart?: well, u broke mine.
Kept something important from me?: ohh, well, i wouldnt say it was important.
Thought I was unbearably annoying?: no. just that different girl every night thing
~*::And More::*~
1. Who are you? Roxy
2. Are we friends? yes
3. When and how did we met? the second to last week of july. when i visited va. me, nick, and scottie met you, jay, tay, jess, & sarah out at crazy horse.
6. Describe me in one word. undescribable
7. What was your first impression? who is that? he's funny...
8. Do you still think that way about me now? well i still think you're the funniest person ive ever met, but i think a little more of you now.
9. What reminds you of me? everything. music, the water, boats, islands, drinking, drinking games, showers, swimming, friends, love, having fun. i think about you all the time.
10. If you could give me anything what would it be? ...everything
11. How well do you know me? i know you pretty well
12. When's the last time you saw me? about two months ago, and it hurts more everyday
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? yes, i wanted to tell you that i loved you more than anything in this world. but i thought you might think i was dumb...
everyone must think i'm an idiot. i mean they look at me and are thinking "she's exaggerating. she doesn't know what love is. she's only 15. she should just move on and stop dwelling on this one stupid guy where there are so many others out there. and if he really even cared about her, how could he hurt her so bad? she's obviously just one stupid obsessed girl who dwells in the past." well, thats my best guess of their inner thoughts. ohh well, i dont care what you think. you obviously have no idea of how i feel.
i know that i've said it a million times before but, i have never felt like this before. and i figured it would go away but its been about two months since i've seen his face and he still is my every thought. especially now that i have to worry about his family and him almost dieing and stuff like that. i swear jon, if you died on me i wouldn't know what to do. i would never be the same. EVER. i can't even tell you that i would be able to live on because i'm not sure i could. and you getting into that car accident really messed me up bad. i couldn't even go to school the next day. i went and then had some weird emotional attack and had to get picked up within the first 2 hours of school. it was horrible.
i have to see you soon. i might be able to come up there thanksgiving week but its hard to say. idk i g2g
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WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
I died tomorrow: i would be out of my mind..i dont even know what i'd do
I said I liked you: tell you i liked you too
I kissed you: kiss you back
I lived next door to you: visit everyday
I started smoking: you already do and i HATE it
I stole something: and didn't get caught? ...laugh. and if you did get caught, i'd bail you out of jail.
I was hospitalized: you are as we speak, so basically what i've been doing now...call you everyday, think about you every second, cry frequently, and be pretty off track for a while.
I ran away from home: meet up with you where ever u went.
I got into a fight and you weren't there: hope you kicked the other persons ass
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
Personality: apsoulutly perfect. your everything i ever liked...outgoing, funny, talkative, friendly, one-of-the-guys, cute, loveable, fun, smart.
Eyes: beautiful
Hair: sexy
Family: ..troubled at the moment.
WOULD YOU:
Be my friend?: we are
Keep a secret if I told you one?: i have and would
Hold my hand?: already have
Take a bullet for me?: yes
Keep in touch?: we do
Try and solve my problems?: i try but its hard to figure you out
Love me?: already do
Date me?: already did
HAVE YOU EVER:
Lied to make me feel better?: ya
Wanted to kiss me?: i already have and i still want to
Wanted to kill me?: no
Broke my heart?: well, u broke mine.
Kept something important from me?: ohh, well, i wouldnt say it was important.
Thought I was unbearably annoying?: no. just that different girl every night thing
~*::And More::*~
1. Who are you? Roxy
2. Are we friends? yes
3. When and how did we met? the second to last week of july. when i visited va. me, nick, and scottie met you, jay, tay, jess, & sarah out at crazy horse.
6. Describe me in one word. undescribable
7. What was your first impression? who is that? he's funny...
8. Do you still think that way about me now? well i still think you're the funniest person ive ever met, but i think a little more of you now.
9. What reminds you of me? everything. music, the water, boats, islands, drinking, drinking games, showers, swimming, friends, love, having fun. i think about you all the time.
10. If you could give me anything what would it be? ...everything
11. How well do you know me? i know you pretty well
12. When's the last time you saw me? about two months ago, and it hurts more everyday
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? yes, i wanted to tell you that i loved you more than anything in this world. but i thought you might think i was dumb...
everyone must think i'm an idiot. i mean they look at me and are thinking "she's exaggerating. she doesn't know what love is. she's only 15. she should just move on and stop dwelling on this one stupid guy where there are so many others out there. and if he really even cared about her, how could he hurt her so bad? she's obviously just one stupid obsessed girl who dwells in the past." well, thats my best guess of their inner thoughts. ohh well, i dont care what you think. you obviously have no idea of how i feel.
i know that i've said it a million times before but, i have never felt like this before. and i figured it would go away but its been about two months since i've seen his face and he still is my every thought. especially now that i have to worry about his family and him almost dieing and stuff like that. i swear jon, if you died on me i wouldn't know what to do. i would never be the same. EVER. i can't even tell you that i would be able to live on because i'm not sure i could. and you getting into that car accident really messed me up bad. i couldn't even go to school the next day. i went and then had some weird emotional attack and had to get picked up within the first 2 hours of school. it was horrible.
i have to see you soon. i might be able to come up there thanksgiving week but its hard to say. idk i g2g
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