So if Chef says its ok...it definitely is.
SO FUCKING BUSY.
ok so the past 2 days:emotionally tiring.
saying goodbye to everyone until Xmas thinking what if i never see them again...
wont be able to see my dad for such a long time....im gonna fucking miss him because he understands me better than any of my relatives...and parentals. = /
on the other hand, getting back home will be awesome. ill have my normal life back, ill go through a mild culture shock then snap back into normal mode. my mom is gonna be ...overbearingly ...whatever since she had her operation and needs my help. i dont know how thats gonna go down. but im pretty sure i can still be free to do what i want at night.and most probably during the day so im not too worried.
ill get to see jamie (i havent talked to him in 2 days... = ( ) and things will fall together and thats going to make me the happiest human alive. because ill finally have everything i want in life;all my friends and i are awesome....and ill have a boyfriend AND ILL BE HOme. not that i odnt love it here...
well today was nuts. following my horoscope helped. it said i would be fucking busy,and i fucking was.
breakfast i ate at my grandma gordons.
lunch at grandma janices
dinner at aunt donnas
water at home.
haha i love shoprite.
ive decided one thing FOR DEFINTE over the weekbeginning: I love when people let me be. and by that i dont mean they leave me alone and dont socialize. i mean they let me be who i really am.they dont try to change me or try and tell me what to do. and lets face it, the reason i dont get along with my relatives is because they dont know me as who i am, only who i used to be before i moved. but hey those are the facts of life...that and a fucking beatle just flied into the comp screen
ok well for the count, its 2 fuccking days.
for some 3. but dammit, i dont give up.
WHEN I GET Home, ah i must go to the beach.
i miss it all of the sudden.
ok so the past 2 days:emotionally tiring.
saying goodbye to everyone until Xmas thinking what if i never see them again...
wont be able to see my dad for such a long time....im gonna fucking miss him because he understands me better than any of my relatives...and parentals. = /
on the other hand, getting back home will be awesome. ill have my normal life back, ill go through a mild culture shock then snap back into normal mode. my mom is gonna be ...overbearingly ...whatever since she had her operation and needs my help. i dont know how thats gonna go down. but im pretty sure i can still be free to do what i want at night.and most probably during the day so im not too worried.
ill get to see jamie (i havent talked to him in 2 days... = ( ) and things will fall together and thats going to make me the happiest human alive. because ill finally have everything i want in life;all my friends and i are awesome....and ill have a boyfriend AND ILL BE HOme. not that i odnt love it here...
well today was nuts. following my horoscope helped. it said i would be fucking busy,and i fucking was.
breakfast i ate at my grandma gordons.
lunch at grandma janices
dinner at aunt donnas
water at home.
haha i love shoprite.
ive decided one thing FOR DEFINTE over the weekbeginning: I love when people let me be. and by that i dont mean they leave me alone and dont socialize. i mean they let me be who i really am.they dont try to change me or try and tell me what to do. and lets face it, the reason i dont get along with my relatives is because they dont know me as who i am, only who i used to be before i moved. but hey those are the facts of life...that and a fucking beatle just flied into the comp screen
ok well for the count, its 2 fuccking days.
for some 3. but dammit, i dont give up.
WHEN I GET Home, ah i must go to the beach.
i miss it all of the sudden.