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okay lets see..this week has kinda sucked monday i was sick i was on my way to school and mom had to pull over cause i was gonnapuke and then we went back to the house and i stayed home from school..then later i got on the comp and i talked to jake..we hadnt talked in a while and i needed to say a few things and now i regret that i did but then at the same time i dont ...i basically told him everything i was feeling and how i was sorry for screwing things up and hew told me that he thought we were going to date but all that happend and now he just wants to be friends..maybe we can start out as friends and go from there...but then at the same time i dont know if we can be friends becuase i like him so much and he really hurt me..sometimes i wonder if he really ever did like me or if he was just trying to see how far he could go..well i dont know really what to put so ill write back later-sarah