Update on Shana
I don't write much. I probably should because I always feel better afterwards. So basically, all I think about is this play. It's going to be amazing. But then I wonder what am I going to do when it's over? Yeah there are trips that will be great... but there is also graduation. It scares the shit out of me. Everyone is so ready it seems and knows exactly what they want to do. I feel like I'm just lost and missing something... And it's starting to scare me. I've gotten accepted to good schools, recieved money, all that... but I'm not satisfied with anything. I just want to run into the city and audition for things. But then I doubt myself and think I'm not good enough. I think it's impossible to really plan your future at 17. I just know if I'm not performing, I won't be be happy.
I'm also deeply in love with Nikolai, who is truly amazing. I don't know how he puts up with me. One year in two weeks. It's crazy how fast time flies by. <3
Rachel and Ben make me happy also. My two best friends. =) Thank you for always making me smile.
So let's talk about BEAUTY AND THE BEAST... Not much to say, besides the fact that it's my last play and it's my dream role. My entire heart will be put into each one of these performances and I'm hoping the audience will be able to feel that passion that I feel. I think that only actors really understand that feeling that I'm talking about. It's sad that it's my last play, but yet sooo exciting. Just be there!
I'm also deeply in love with Nikolai, who is truly amazing. I don't know how he puts up with me. One year in two weeks. It's crazy how fast time flies by. <3
Rachel and Ben make me happy also. My two best friends. =) Thank you for always making me smile.
So let's talk about BEAUTY AND THE BEAST... Not much to say, besides the fact that it's my last play and it's my dream role. My entire heart will be put into each one of these performances and I'm hoping the audience will be able to feel that passion that I feel. I think that only actors really understand that feeling that I'm talking about. It's sad that it's my last play, but yet sooo exciting. Just be there!