not enough time
I only have a couple of weeks left with this bouncing belly. I am going to miss it. I mean I love the fact that I am going to have a baby, but it really does scare the sh*t out of me. There is no turning back. This time next month, I should be holding my son, not carrying him around in my belly... the thought is just overwhelming...
Having my body back will be nice though. Having his feet out of my ribs will be awesome!!! Having a normal digestion will be absolutely life altering...lol. I long for the day when I don't wake up ten times a night to go potty or wake up to numb or burning limbs... I miss good sleep. Not that I will get it with a newborn, however, when I do sleep, it will be nice!
But I will also miss watching my tummy move around. I will miss everyone asking to touch my belly. I will miss Andrew rubbing my belly because he knows what's inside...
Recently, I have been waking up in the middle of the night in pain... I guess that is when my Braxton Hicks are kicking in. In my prenatal class, they said if you wake up in the middle of the night to a contraction, just go back to sleep. You won't give birth in your sleep... so I go back to sleep. Luckily, by morning, no more contractions. I think Conner is just running out room... I still don't think he is ready to come out just yet.
These past 37 weeks have flown by... when I first realized I was pregnant, I never thought june would get here... and june starts in just a few days... then my life will be completely flipped. My priorities are going to completely change and my heart is going to be filled with so many emotions...
Sorry this is so random... you guys have no idea how nervous/scared/happy I am right now. In fact, almost all my friends are going through some drama or huge thing right now, so no one really does have a clue to how I am truly feeling... but that is ok... it's too random to even pay mind to. It's just one of those situations where you gotta find peace within yourself because no matter what anyone tells you, you don't feel like it applies to you.
now we just wait...
Having my body back will be nice though. Having his feet out of my ribs will be awesome!!! Having a normal digestion will be absolutely life altering...lol. I long for the day when I don't wake up ten times a night to go potty or wake up to numb or burning limbs... I miss good sleep. Not that I will get it with a newborn, however, when I do sleep, it will be nice!
But I will also miss watching my tummy move around. I will miss everyone asking to touch my belly. I will miss Andrew rubbing my belly because he knows what's inside...
Recently, I have been waking up in the middle of the night in pain... I guess that is when my Braxton Hicks are kicking in. In my prenatal class, they said if you wake up in the middle of the night to a contraction, just go back to sleep. You won't give birth in your sleep... so I go back to sleep. Luckily, by morning, no more contractions. I think Conner is just running out room... I still don't think he is ready to come out just yet.
These past 37 weeks have flown by... when I first realized I was pregnant, I never thought june would get here... and june starts in just a few days... then my life will be completely flipped. My priorities are going to completely change and my heart is going to be filled with so many emotions...
Sorry this is so random... you guys have no idea how nervous/scared/happy I am right now. In fact, almost all my friends are going through some drama or huge thing right now, so no one really does have a clue to how I am truly feeling... but that is ok... it's too random to even pay mind to. It's just one of those situations where you gotta find peace within yourself because no matter what anyone tells you, you don't feel like it applies to you.
now we just wait...