holy crap I am bored
I guess I will update, even though most of you have MySpace and can read it on there too... I will try a different angle of my life... there are so many to choose from!
On the Andrew front, we are really trying. Saturday we had another fall out... he threw a marriage counselor into the mix. Maybe that will help... who knows. He goes back and forth so much and I stay the same. It's amazing that after 4 1/2 years, we are still learning so much about eachother and still are trying to be the best we can be. Needless to say, I am flipping my life inside out to clean up the mess. Working thus far! But like I said, I stay on the same path, he is the one that wigs out and runs left and right and throws me off. But he has deep emotional issues from a rough childhood and relationships, and that is just something I have to understand... it's not always me.
I have lost 4 lbs and I am so happy. If I go at this rate, I will definitely lose 10 by October 1st and look oh so cute for NY. I need to lose a total of 50 lbs from my highest weight in April to my ideal weight. I have lost about 14 of that. Good start.. good habits forming... I will be good to go!
I am taking a belly dancing class in the morning.. I know, I am going to look prit near stupid, but I am doing it to tone my belly. It's the hardest place to work on and it needs a lot of attention. So, I am taking it tomorrow for the sole purpose of toning... you will never catch me at the Casbah shakin' it for ya! Sorry folks! I am also going to Miami for a four hour exotic dance class... that's for Andrew... hehe. I am roadtripping it second saturday in November. Woot Woot! Watch out! I will be one sexy momma!!!
I have calmed about the baby thing. I talked and cried and talked and cried... God knows what he is doing. Me and Andrew weren't in a good place last month... a baby would have stressed that out too. Once I realized it is not in my hands, I felt a bunch better. Plus, all you amazing folks and your lovin' helped soooooo much! I can't get over how much support I have from you people... I don't even care if you lie to me...lol... I love it!!
My mommy just called, she is coming here to work out... I am sooo happy now. I love her so much and I want her to be as healthy as possible. She is not overly over weight, but she is not tiny either... and I want her around for forever, so any little thing helps. Plus, she can motivate me more, too!
You beautiful people have an amazing day and keep allllll the people effected by Katrina in your thoughts... donate, pray, do what you can do! It's not all about us and we forget that!
On the Andrew front, we are really trying. Saturday we had another fall out... he threw a marriage counselor into the mix. Maybe that will help... who knows. He goes back and forth so much and I stay the same. It's amazing that after 4 1/2 years, we are still learning so much about eachother and still are trying to be the best we can be. Needless to say, I am flipping my life inside out to clean up the mess. Working thus far! But like I said, I stay on the same path, he is the one that wigs out and runs left and right and throws me off. But he has deep emotional issues from a rough childhood and relationships, and that is just something I have to understand... it's not always me.
I have lost 4 lbs and I am so happy. If I go at this rate, I will definitely lose 10 by October 1st and look oh so cute for NY. I need to lose a total of 50 lbs from my highest weight in April to my ideal weight. I have lost about 14 of that. Good start.. good habits forming... I will be good to go!
I am taking a belly dancing class in the morning.. I know, I am going to look prit near stupid, but I am doing it to tone my belly. It's the hardest place to work on and it needs a lot of attention. So, I am taking it tomorrow for the sole purpose of toning... you will never catch me at the Casbah shakin' it for ya! Sorry folks! I am also going to Miami for a four hour exotic dance class... that's for Andrew... hehe. I am roadtripping it second saturday in November. Woot Woot! Watch out! I will be one sexy momma!!!
I have calmed about the baby thing. I talked and cried and talked and cried... God knows what he is doing. Me and Andrew weren't in a good place last month... a baby would have stressed that out too. Once I realized it is not in my hands, I felt a bunch better. Plus, all you amazing folks and your lovin' helped soooooo much! I can't get over how much support I have from you people... I don't even care if you lie to me...lol... I love it!!
My mommy just called, she is coming here to work out... I am sooo happy now. I love her so much and I want her to be as healthy as possible. She is not overly over weight, but she is not tiny either... and I want her around for forever, so any little thing helps. Plus, she can motivate me more, too!
You beautiful people have an amazing day and keep allllll the people effected by Katrina in your thoughts... donate, pray, do what you can do! It's not all about us and we forget that!