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i was getting kinda frusterated with doing the same thing every day and with armagan being a whiny bitch because he's sick (which i understand and i want him to get better, but JESUS its been a week!) so i told him that i was thinking about taking off and going to maine for a couple of days to be by myself and swim and read my book.....
so i left and he called me an hour later and when i said that i wasn't really gonna go to maine, (on account of i'm going to be there for the 4th) he told me that the got me a guest pass to his gym and that i could go there and use the pool and jacuzzi and sauna all day and relax and "pamper myself" haha
i went yesterday and it was so amazing. The pool is on the roof of the sheraton hotel and i laid out all day and read my book, swam laps and chilled out. it was exactly what i needed and i was so happy with him for understanding that sometimes i just need to get away, and it honestly felt like i was on vacation.
my mom called me today, but i couldn't talk to her. i think we've reached this point in our relationship where we understand eachother. I can talk about everything and she can give me advice and tell me her own stories and it kinda feels like the relationship we should have had all along. I will never approve of dan, but i've learned to keep my mouth shut...for the most part. and while some of our problems will never be solved, we can finally put them on the back burner. i'm happy about that.
so i left and he called me an hour later and when i said that i wasn't really gonna go to maine, (on account of i'm going to be there for the 4th) he told me that the got me a guest pass to his gym and that i could go there and use the pool and jacuzzi and sauna all day and relax and "pamper myself" haha
i went yesterday and it was so amazing. The pool is on the roof of the sheraton hotel and i laid out all day and read my book, swam laps and chilled out. it was exactly what i needed and i was so happy with him for understanding that sometimes i just need to get away, and it honestly felt like i was on vacation.
my mom called me today, but i couldn't talk to her. i think we've reached this point in our relationship where we understand eachother. I can talk about everything and she can give me advice and tell me her own stories and it kinda feels like the relationship we should have had all along. I will never approve of dan, but i've learned to keep my mouth shut...for the most part. and while some of our problems will never be solved, we can finally put them on the back burner. i'm happy about that.