life
it's strange when someone dies. it's like the world stops in that moment, and feels like its all gonna end. This was my day last week wednesday. when cody died it felt like the world stopped for the hours i was at school seeing everyone sobbing over him passing away and melanie being in a coma. although i didnt know either of them that well its wierd to think that someones life can be taken away that quickly. i believe its sad they didnt learn that from ryan dying earlier in august...due to the same unfortunate event. drinking or doing any drugs and getting into the ccar without even wearing a seatbelt is like loading a gun and putting it to your head seeing if your finger will accidentally pull the trigger. ryan dying was one of the worst things that has ever happened to me.. i cant even remember how many times i cried over him and missed him holding hands with me during french or sitting with me at lunch all stoned and shit. i had some sort of strange connection with him and i hate that it had to end. i still feel like he watches over me. like at work when dave matthews comes on i feel like hes the one putting it on the radio station so that he lets me know that hes still thinking about me and watching over me. i think its sad that someone had to be so rude and negative to post a you tube video about cody calling him a faggot and nigger. he goes to newbury park and im waiting until someone figures out who he is and kills him out of rage over the things he has said. its sad that people like that have no life and have time to do things like that...its just adding fuel to the fire and isnt helping anyone. its sad that some people arent sympathetic over this tradgedy REGARDLESS of whether it was stupid of him to drink or drive..were human we make mistakes and its sad that people cant accept that. i hope that cody does rest in peace and that melanie pulls through her coma and that ryan is up in heaven shaking hands with cody and watching over us all with great pleasure in how much they are loved.