More Updating....
I thought she would understand...and i dont wanna talk to her about it.. cuz' i dont wanna fight i'm sick of fighting with ppl!!! I just dont understand it... Ur best friend is suppose to be the one who is always be there for you? am i wrong? She is the one who knows how fucked up my life is, Everyone i love always Turns there back to me... She wasnt supposed to... She was supposed to be there for me...B'cuz i have nobody...But i dont wanna sit here and make ppl pity me.. 'cuz that dont do shyt...I just want things to get better for me.. I hope they do... But they havn't!! and im not even sure if they will.... I just dont know what to do nemore.. I'm soo lost... :'(