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softball absolutly sucked. we did the stupidest drills ive ever seen. then some girl got hurt on the machine and me and kayla just left. we both felt the same about the whole thing.
wes had to work tonight. doesnt get off til 9 or so. i felt so bad today becuz i was really upset at the end of the day, and i was really distant from him, and kind of rude. i hate that i do that. i never even mean to. there is something seriously wrong with me. i cant do that to him... but how can i help it if i never realize that i am? im so sorry for doing it. i feel terrible and very undeserving. i love him to pieces... and i know he loves me too.. and knowing that everytime i go into a mood, i feel so bad. Wes.. im so sorry.
ive got to study for my test, but i didnt bring anything home... so now im probably going to fail.