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Why why why!? Why do I get ridiculously stupid crushes on ridiculously clueless and unavailable boys! Why? Why do I pine away when I know it's a waste of my time and my emotions. Why do I let it even go that far. So he's got a british accent, and curly goofy hair, and so what if his eyes are green like clovers and sorta puppy like. I'm so tired of setting myself up to fall. Why do I even let my hopes get so high? Haven't I learned by now? Hasn't my stupid, fat heart learned, You don't get to be loved!