Megan? ... What Megan?? ... Megan who??? ...
Everything that was even remotely going good for like a week...came to a screeching halt...
I always get myself into these situations where I always end up hurt and heart broken. I give away my heart way too fast. But all these fucking bitches lead me on and make me think they want the same thing I want. Well...they didn't. And like every time, I'm still sitting on the curb where she left me, trying to pick up the pieces of my shattered heart which she threw back in my face, while she's in the passenger seat of a really expensive car with someone else saying I love you.
Fuck this shit.
If you're fed up with guys...trust me..lesbian is not the way to go. Bitches are so much worse than assholes. And if you do decide to go...make sure you got a sure thing with one of your friends and you know it'll last for a while. God, I fucking suck.
And my Mommom...(or grandma as some call it) (my mom's mom) is in the hospital...she's dehydrated and had an allergic reaction to a medication her doctor put her on.
And...my best friend won't answer her phone when I need her because she's sleeping. So, I'm sitting here by myself on fucking live journal. I had my ex-boyfriend's girlfriend and the same ex-boyfriend's ex-girlfriend to talk to and comfort me and make me smile. That kinda sucks.
I'm gonna end this now before I fuck myself over.
I'm stressed to the limit. I need a vacation from my life and everyone in it. But that's not going to happen..ever.
I'm just a fucking moron..
^true story.
I always get myself into these situations where I always end up hurt and heart broken. I give away my heart way too fast. But all these fucking bitches lead me on and make me think they want the same thing I want. Well...they didn't. And like every time, I'm still sitting on the curb where she left me, trying to pick up the pieces of my shattered heart which she threw back in my face, while she's in the passenger seat of a really expensive car with someone else saying I love you.
Fuck this shit.
If you're fed up with guys...trust me..lesbian is not the way to go. Bitches are so much worse than assholes. And if you do decide to go...make sure you got a sure thing with one of your friends and you know it'll last for a while. God, I fucking suck.
And my Mommom...(or grandma as some call it) (my mom's mom) is in the hospital...she's dehydrated and had an allergic reaction to a medication her doctor put her on.
And...my best friend won't answer her phone when I need her because she's sleeping. So, I'm sitting here by myself on fucking live journal. I had my ex-boyfriend's girlfriend and the same ex-boyfriend's ex-girlfriend to talk to and comfort me and make me smile. That kinda sucks.
I'm gonna end this now before I fuck myself over.
I'm stressed to the limit. I need a vacation from my life and everyone in it. But that's not going to happen..ever.
I'm just a fucking moron..
^true story.