"My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me! So won't you kill me, so I'll die happy!"
Hey...what's up..not that any of you are going to answer.
Well Lisa and Joie came over on Sunday. They mostly just used my computer. I HATE that. With a firey passion.
Monday Cindy spent the night here. It was cool. I personally think my house is boring...but whatever. We went in the hot tub. And then Tuesday went to my grandparents house and went swimming for a little. Then we ate so much from wawa and we were walking around trying to find (well she was) cute boys but there wasn't anyone outside at all. And Lexi was somewhere smoking and wouldn't be back for like 15 minutes. But then my mom came and got us. But we got into a really big fight. I don't even want to talk about it. We ended up taking her home. Then she called and we talked things through from 11 to 1am. It's alright now. I love her. I had said that I never wanted anyone to sleep over ever again..my dad said i just had her here too long.
Tomorrow...well now tonight..I'm spending the night at Nik's house. That should be fun. I havn't been there in forever! And Nik and I hardly talked all year. I missed her. She put gum in the front pages of my tracker the first month of school...she asked me to hold it for her...it stayed in there all year. Gross, I know. She thinks she's going to bore me...but I don't think so. She did a whole bunch of cleaning for me. It wasn't nessicary but she didn't want me to see her house a mess.
Then Mina asked if she could spend the night here Friday and Saturday. Her mom's going to Pa and doesn't want her home...haha...perfect opertunity to have a party...but Mina didn't think about that. I was going to set my tent up outside so we could do stuff...you know. But then we thought...why not invite Katrina. And my tent's kinda small...and depending on what we're doing we may need alot of space to lay out and roll around and shit...and Mina's tent is big..so I told her to bring it. And then we're gonna make up some excuse to go back to Mina's house all day Saturday and party. I'm thinking...say we're going to the beach. My parents would never second guess that. Awesome. I'm brilliant..you know that. My parents havn't officially said yes yet...but I'm really hoping I can convince them. I know I can convince them about Mina but I'm not sure about Katrina. I'm gonna have to try my hardest! This will work out! I'm excited. I miss the old group! I havn't hung with you guys in forever and a day.
And Mina and I spent an hour and 45 minutes on the phone tonight...from like 10:30 to 12:15am...mostly talking about friday and saturday and reminising about old times. Wow. I didn't even remember some. But I did so much shit this year. And all of Mina's big parties that usually turned out bad but great memories and people still had good times I was at. And I remember every morning freshmen year the band people would meet at the corner of the 100 wing at the bottom of the ramp..and i'd sometimes sneak away and meet Mina and everyone at her locker..but this year i was always at mina's locker every morning. I'd usually meet Cindy before i came into school...unless, of course, I was skipping 1st and 2nd period or the whole day and i stayed with Lisa and Joie until we walked out of the school before the bell. I did so much shit this year. It was really an awesome year. I just have to remember to do homework when I get home from school. That's the only reason I almost failed...not any other reason but that.
You're all going to shoot me because this is a really long entry. Oh well.
I havn't talked to ---- in a week. She sometimes messages me on myspace but it's not everyday. I really miss her. She's always on my mind. I have like 3-4 dreams about her every night. I really wish I could see her and hold her in my arms again. I love her so much! Even my mom knows. She's like "man, ever since ---- --- -------- you're not as happy." And I was like.."well mom, I can't talk to the girl that I care about more than anything..i think you'd be upset too if your girlfriend was --------." And she was like.."well she'll be ---------- in no time..just hold on for a bit." I don't know though...I'm going CRAZY! I need to see her! Or at least hear her voice! I really hope she calls soon. I love her!!!
Since this took a half hour to write I'm finally starting to get tired. I didn't wake up until 2:45 this afternoon. But I think I'm going to go to bed now. I can feel my eyes getting droopy.
ILY BABY!!!!
Well Lisa and Joie came over on Sunday. They mostly just used my computer. I HATE that. With a firey passion.
Monday Cindy spent the night here. It was cool. I personally think my house is boring...but whatever. We went in the hot tub. And then Tuesday went to my grandparents house and went swimming for a little. Then we ate so much from wawa and we were walking around trying to find (well she was) cute boys but there wasn't anyone outside at all. And Lexi was somewhere smoking and wouldn't be back for like 15 minutes. But then my mom came and got us. But we got into a really big fight. I don't even want to talk about it. We ended up taking her home. Then she called and we talked things through from 11 to 1am. It's alright now. I love her. I had said that I never wanted anyone to sleep over ever again..my dad said i just had her here too long.
Tomorrow...well now tonight..I'm spending the night at Nik's house. That should be fun. I havn't been there in forever! And Nik and I hardly talked all year. I missed her. She put gum in the front pages of my tracker the first month of school...she asked me to hold it for her...it stayed in there all year. Gross, I know. She thinks she's going to bore me...but I don't think so. She did a whole bunch of cleaning for me. It wasn't nessicary but she didn't want me to see her house a mess.
Then Mina asked if she could spend the night here Friday and Saturday. Her mom's going to Pa and doesn't want her home...haha...perfect opertunity to have a party...but Mina didn't think about that. I was going to set my tent up outside so we could do stuff...you know. But then we thought...why not invite Katrina. And my tent's kinda small...and depending on what we're doing we may need alot of space to lay out and roll around and shit...and Mina's tent is big..so I told her to bring it. And then we're gonna make up some excuse to go back to Mina's house all day Saturday and party. I'm thinking...say we're going to the beach. My parents would never second guess that. Awesome. I'm brilliant..you know that. My parents havn't officially said yes yet...but I'm really hoping I can convince them. I know I can convince them about Mina but I'm not sure about Katrina. I'm gonna have to try my hardest! This will work out! I'm excited. I miss the old group! I havn't hung with you guys in forever and a day.
And Mina and I spent an hour and 45 minutes on the phone tonight...from like 10:30 to 12:15am...mostly talking about friday and saturday and reminising about old times. Wow. I didn't even remember some. But I did so much shit this year. And all of Mina's big parties that usually turned out bad but great memories and people still had good times I was at. And I remember every morning freshmen year the band people would meet at the corner of the 100 wing at the bottom of the ramp..and i'd sometimes sneak away and meet Mina and everyone at her locker..but this year i was always at mina's locker every morning. I'd usually meet Cindy before i came into school...unless, of course, I was skipping 1st and 2nd period or the whole day and i stayed with Lisa and Joie until we walked out of the school before the bell. I did so much shit this year. It was really an awesome year. I just have to remember to do homework when I get home from school. That's the only reason I almost failed...not any other reason but that.
You're all going to shoot me because this is a really long entry. Oh well.
I havn't talked to ---- in a week. She sometimes messages me on myspace but it's not everyday. I really miss her. She's always on my mind. I have like 3-4 dreams about her every night. I really wish I could see her and hold her in my arms again. I love her so much! Even my mom knows. She's like "man, ever since ---- --- -------- you're not as happy." And I was like.."well mom, I can't talk to the girl that I care about more than anything..i think you'd be upset too if your girlfriend was --------." And she was like.."well she'll be ---------- in no time..just hold on for a bit." I don't know though...I'm going CRAZY! I need to see her! Or at least hear her voice! I really hope she calls soon. I love her!!!
Since this took a half hour to write I'm finally starting to get tired. I didn't wake up until 2:45 this afternoon. But I think I'm going to go to bed now. I can feel my eyes getting droopy.
ILY BABY!!!!