It's been a while..still grounded...but I'm sneaking on.
I broke up with Kelley almost 2 weeks ago. There's regrets. But I just can't be with her. It's really hard to explain. I still think about her alot though.
I'm slowly getting my restrictions taken away. I got my cell phone back. The house phone back. And they let me spend Friday night and all day saturday at Cindy's house..helping her get ready for the semi-formal. I read her entire poetry book from 8th grade until now. Took me like a hour and 45 minutes. But I think I understand her love for John alot more now. I think it really helped our friendship. And then Sunday Bill came over and him and I spent the day together. It was cool. I did something I hadn't done in a long time. I didn't think I'd like it but I did.(Ask and I might tell.) And we climbed that tree and I could actually do it this time. Last time we tried I couldn't. I was too scared. Project Adventure really is helping me. It's awesome. We start going outside for that tomorrow. YES!
Bill asked me back out last Thursday...April 27th. I said yes. I don't know. Things seem to be different this time. It just may last this time. He's going to Prom with Rorie. Sigh. Amanda asked me if I wanted to go to Six Flags with her and her boyfriend Chris the day after prom. She said to ask Bill too. But Bill just informed me that his sister asked him to come visit her in Virginia and go to Bush Garden's and spend the weekend there. He said he's pretty sure that I can come. My parents would let me go it's just the fact of me being grounded. Hopefully I'll be off completely by then. But I know they'd let me go because they let me spend the night at his house in January and go skiing with him the next day while they were out of the country.
I just turned $40 in so I can go on a trip to Washington D.C. It's mostly for Jouniors and Seinors but they had extra seats so they opened it to Mr. Dunn's 1st and 2nd period class. Which I'm in. I wouldn't normally go but it's on May 12th. Which is the day the band leaves for Canada. I don't want to be in school that day so this is good. Now if only I could find a way to not be in school Monday either and I'll be okay. But for the trip I have to get taken to school and the charter bus leaves at 7am and I have to get picked up from school because we won't be getting back until 8pm. Mina might be going. And that would be fucking awesome if she went. I'm trying to convince her. Especially because right now I have no idea who else is going on this trip. It would be the best day ever if Mina went with me. I could just picture it now. Haha.
I didn't go to school today. Bill said he wasn't going and I was talking to Cindy and John wasn't going so we both decided to just not go. But Bill calls me at 11:30 and asks me where I am and I say "my bed" and he's like shit! I came to school today to see you. And I was like "well you didn't tell me, last I heard you weren't going so I thought I'd stay home and talk to you." So that kinda got screwed up. I'm REALLY hoping my mom can get me a doctors note for this beause I really only have 3 days of unexcused abscentes left. And this will make 2. So I really hope I can get a doctors note.
I really really really loved my hair yesterday! Cindy cut it for me on friday...like 2.5 inches. And I washed it and then air dryed it but some was wet so I started blow drying it but got lazy. Then I straightened it with some still wet. But I went to sleep and woke up and restraightened some parts. It had a few waves in the front from me pushing it back out of my face. And I wore eyeliner and I think I looked really cute. And I got so many compliments too. Lisa said my hair had volume. And it was really soft. Bill said I looked amazing. I've been picking my clothes out the night before. And I've actually been trying. I've been looking pretty good lately.
Why does it always take me like 45 minutes to type out one livejournal entry. I can never make any short ones. Damn.
Well I'm off to feed my monster of a stomach...which has gotten huge since I've been grounded. I was 117lbs before I got grounded...I went to the doctors for a check up yesterday and I'm 122lbs now!!! I gained 5lbs!! And my pants have been getting tighter...but that's not that bad of a thing. My butt's gotten a little bigger. =) But my stomach's gotten huge. It's because I didn't play Softball this year and I didn't do Guard for concert either. I really need to go on a diet and run. And LOTS of crunches. Which I HATE!! Grr! I'm so mad at myself!!
Arianna!! I miss you!! You'd be the only person to push me and make me excercise and diet!! And you'd do it with me even though you don't need to! Let's hang out!! I miss you! I miss us! I miss the great, unstopable, joined-at-the-hip Holly and Arianna!!! I love you!! <33
Food is really calling me now. So is the bathroom. Goodbye. <3
I'm slowly getting my restrictions taken away. I got my cell phone back. The house phone back. And they let me spend Friday night and all day saturday at Cindy's house..helping her get ready for the semi-formal. I read her entire poetry book from 8th grade until now. Took me like a hour and 45 minutes. But I think I understand her love for John alot more now. I think it really helped our friendship. And then Sunday Bill came over and him and I spent the day together. It was cool. I did something I hadn't done in a long time. I didn't think I'd like it but I did.(Ask and I might tell.) And we climbed that tree and I could actually do it this time. Last time we tried I couldn't. I was too scared. Project Adventure really is helping me. It's awesome. We start going outside for that tomorrow. YES!
Bill asked me back out last Thursday...April 27th. I said yes. I don't know. Things seem to be different this time. It just may last this time. He's going to Prom with Rorie. Sigh. Amanda asked me if I wanted to go to Six Flags with her and her boyfriend Chris the day after prom. She said to ask Bill too. But Bill just informed me that his sister asked him to come visit her in Virginia and go to Bush Garden's and spend the weekend there. He said he's pretty sure that I can come. My parents would let me go it's just the fact of me being grounded. Hopefully I'll be off completely by then. But I know they'd let me go because they let me spend the night at his house in January and go skiing with him the next day while they were out of the country.
I just turned $40 in so I can go on a trip to Washington D.C. It's mostly for Jouniors and Seinors but they had extra seats so they opened it to Mr. Dunn's 1st and 2nd period class. Which I'm in. I wouldn't normally go but it's on May 12th. Which is the day the band leaves for Canada. I don't want to be in school that day so this is good. Now if only I could find a way to not be in school Monday either and I'll be okay. But for the trip I have to get taken to school and the charter bus leaves at 7am and I have to get picked up from school because we won't be getting back until 8pm. Mina might be going. And that would be fucking awesome if she went. I'm trying to convince her. Especially because right now I have no idea who else is going on this trip. It would be the best day ever if Mina went with me. I could just picture it now. Haha.
I didn't go to school today. Bill said he wasn't going and I was talking to Cindy and John wasn't going so we both decided to just not go. But Bill calls me at 11:30 and asks me where I am and I say "my bed" and he's like shit! I came to school today to see you. And I was like "well you didn't tell me, last I heard you weren't going so I thought I'd stay home and talk to you." So that kinda got screwed up. I'm REALLY hoping my mom can get me a doctors note for this beause I really only have 3 days of unexcused abscentes left. And this will make 2. So I really hope I can get a doctors note.
I really really really loved my hair yesterday! Cindy cut it for me on friday...like 2.5 inches. And I washed it and then air dryed it but some was wet so I started blow drying it but got lazy. Then I straightened it with some still wet. But I went to sleep and woke up and restraightened some parts. It had a few waves in the front from me pushing it back out of my face. And I wore eyeliner and I think I looked really cute. And I got so many compliments too. Lisa said my hair had volume. And it was really soft. Bill said I looked amazing. I've been picking my clothes out the night before. And I've actually been trying. I've been looking pretty good lately.
Why does it always take me like 45 minutes to type out one livejournal entry. I can never make any short ones. Damn.
Well I'm off to feed my monster of a stomach...which has gotten huge since I've been grounded. I was 117lbs before I got grounded...I went to the doctors for a check up yesterday and I'm 122lbs now!!! I gained 5lbs!! And my pants have been getting tighter...but that's not that bad of a thing. My butt's gotten a little bigger. =) But my stomach's gotten huge. It's because I didn't play Softball this year and I didn't do Guard for concert either. I really need to go on a diet and run. And LOTS of crunches. Which I HATE!! Grr! I'm so mad at myself!!
Arianna!! I miss you!! You'd be the only person to push me and make me excercise and diet!! And you'd do it with me even though you don't need to! Let's hang out!! I miss you! I miss us! I miss the great, unstopable, joined-at-the-hip Holly and Arianna!!! I love you!! <33
Food is really calling me now. So is the bathroom. Goodbye. <3