Glenisms
Not all of these are that “nice” so I don’t really know if I should be putting them all on here…then again; there was a point in time in which I DID write them…oh well here they are the “Glenisms” of my life
January 3, 2002
Well I went to Glen’s house tonight, very exciting VERY. WE watched TV and whatever but gosh do I ever miss his smile everyone has their little fantasy crush...someone they look up and feel cool around or freak out about what they look like around...Glen is mine. Its crazy….Glen turns 21 Friday...at that point in time ill claim my fantasy boyfriend finished...once you turn 21, shit matters.
January 7, 2002
Wednesday night Keli Kim and I went to go see Glen and Frank. Franks all about Kelis legs…I called Glens phone on Sunday (step brother and step sister and co. bullshit were over) but I haven’t heard back from him. Hell probably call either today during school or tonight. (The kid has the WEIRDEST TIMING EVER!) …I’ve gotten a few chances to talk to Glena bout everything that’s been going on and he made me feel a lil better. The older you get the more you need the people who knew you the youngest. Though Glens only known me since sophomore year, everyone knows that that’s when my most infamous and most radical changes occurred. It’s nice to know that he’s there to listen, even though he considers me "their little girl"...its fun though, he treats me like a little sister
January 16, 2002
And now they’re there, and I know they’re there and they wont leave, and I want to do something about them but I don’t know what I can do, I don’t know how to do it, I'm going in blindfolded, and what’s even worse I'm going in as the bad guy, but they need to be said, because I know for the REST of my life ill regret it if they’re not, god...things are so much easier to type than say, but that’s the pussy way out...I’ve got to do what I've gotta do...and that’s the worst feeling. WHAT IF I GET HURT....???~Love You~
January 18, 2002
Glen called me later that night too. Were on the phone until like 4:30 or 5 and then he came over that morning and woke up me up in my bed....I was laying there then all of a sudden I feel someone shaking me and I'm like AH! So anyways that was nice. WE sortta just chilled and watched daytime TV, 5th wheel, shipmates, all that stuff we love being so critical about. WE really gotta find him a wife lol.
January 31, 2002
I had a semi discussion with glen last night. Sortta nice, gotta give him credit though, he was pretty drunk and still serious...semi....well until Jeff said "Hey ask her when she’s gonna come suck us all off" and I was like mmm yeah when Jeff learns the difference between his big toe and his dick MAYBE. He’s had this girlfriend for like 2 years, he’s 22, she’s 25, and he cheats on her 24/7! EVERY chance he gets he’s cheating on her. His little sister is 19 (at least...well...she’s a year older than me) and he gets on her friends! I don’t know it’s awful I think. Glen gets pretty pissed about it too. Jeff’s hot, but he’s an idiot. His mom got this treadmill for x-mass and he tested it IN ROLLERBLADES! The thing is if you hear him talk or hear about the things he does you think "trashy, dumbass, etc." I do all the time, but he’s hot?!?!?!?! Weird enough. Anyways...lol these chaotic people in my life are all due to Mark Belz....I met him, then his older bro, the his older bros friends, then his older brothers friends friends....its crazy, but I guess I like association like that…Glen made me say "Glen your right" over and over last night. He always tells me about how Id make the perfect girlfriend, and always asks why I don’t have one lol I don’t know why! But he’s always asking me my opinions on things and like....every time we get into a discussion, were always coming form the same POV...well we have one disagreement: I think porno and love lives should be two separate things and he thinks the two should grow off each other...lol whatever. This is coming form a kid who gets pissed at girls for wanting big boobs lol. And I quote: "What the hell! Oh my god! All you girls want big boobs....big boobs aren’t even anything that great, B cups are perfectly fine, I don’t see why girls want them overflowing out of their clothes! My X-girlfriend had B cups and it was fine, I was perfectly content..." and he goes on and on and on....you DONT want to get him started. It’s funny....and cute. But oh well,
'Glen is my version of Katie’s b*b*y, we both know we can’t have them, although wed be very happy if we could but more than likely it just, wont happen. And not for any good reason, but just because they prolly don’t like us'
February 13 2002
Glen called me last night, I feel bad because he wanted to hang out yesterday and I didnt know that till I checked my messages today. Then I had to call Jeff to get glens cell #, and Jeff goes off for about an hour just talking about stuff and how he wants to hang out (aka cheat on his gf) uhh no, been there done that.
February 14, 2002
Glen sent me a valentine! :o)
June 3, 2004
We called Glen to pick up some Smirnoff and he didn’t answer, so then I called Jeff, well Jeff’s gf answers and he always tells me to hang up if she does. So I hang up. Well so I call glens cell back and she answers again. Bitch. Seriously what a stupid ass fucking hoe. Your boyfriend who you’ve been together with for the past 5 years has cheated on you 3 times with me. Stupid slut. So THEN she calls me back form glens phone and since I was technically t a party I answered and just let my phone go. it was funny because there were people diving in the pool/swimming into the hot tub ad the stereo was blasting and there were parents sitting around drinking and talking, it was pretty loud so she must have felt like a dumbass for calling me back. I seriously need to delete some of these white trash phone numbers I have, anyways, we call EVERYONE and nobody’s home. So then Ryan calls glens phone and tell him I wanted some shit form him. Glens in a drunken rage and goes off, Ryan hangs up, were still sober. Gr, so then Hans has people over and we go over there. Smoked some pot, went through half a pack of Marlboros I bought that night too. Damn me. So then we go home at like 4 and wake up the next morning to go to Kats grad party.
July 19, 2002
Cristin, Katie, Lindsey and I went to glens baseball game. It was just fun-ny...lol I’m laughing just thinking about it. Jeff said "beotch..." and I was like "excuse me? did you say that to me?" and he looked at me and smiled and goes "maybe" but I had a straight bitch face on so he knew I wasn’t kidding and I was like "mmm yeah fuck you, how about you have your girlfriend call my cell phone again." omg....it sounds not funny, but Katie cristin lindsey frank and I just BUST out laughing I know it really DOESNT sound funny, but you had to be there...we all almost pissed our pants.
I have no idea how it ever happened, or what kept it from happening 5 years ago but for those of you who don’t know and are a little curious, this might help ya out…
Can you imagine us,
making love...?
The way you would feel the first time that we touched,
Can you think of it...
The way I dream of it,
I want you to see like I’m seeing you...
It's a picture of perfection,
the vision of you and me...
Your lips upon my lips,
Can you just picture this...
Your finger tips on my finger tips,
your skin upon my skin...
Would be the Sweetest Sin,
Would be the Sweetest Sin...
All night I lie awake,
because it's too much to take...
Dreaming' about the love that we could make. All day,
I think of schemes...
To get you next to me,
I want you so bad that I can barely breathe...
It's a sign of my obsession,
That I can't stop thinking bout'
Your lips upon my lips,
Can you envision this..
Temptation that I could never resist,
your skin upon my skin...
Would be the Sweetest Sin,
That would be the Sweetest Sin...
It would feel so good,
to be so bad...
You don't know how bad... I want that,
I would do anything to feel your love...
Your lips upon my lips,
Can you just picture this...
Your finger tips on my finger tips,
your skin upon my skin...
Would be the Sweetest Sin,
That Would be the Sweetest Sin...
Your lips upon my lips,
Can you envision this...
Temptation that I could never resist,
your skin upon my skin...
Would be the Sweetest Sin,
Would be the Sweetest Sin..
Your lips upon my lips.. Would be the Sweetest Sin
January 3, 2002
Well I went to Glen’s house tonight, very exciting VERY. WE watched TV and whatever but gosh do I ever miss his smile everyone has their little fantasy crush...someone they look up and feel cool around or freak out about what they look like around...Glen is mine. Its crazy….Glen turns 21 Friday...at that point in time ill claim my fantasy boyfriend finished...once you turn 21, shit matters.
January 7, 2002
Wednesday night Keli Kim and I went to go see Glen and Frank. Franks all about Kelis legs…I called Glens phone on Sunday (step brother and step sister and co. bullshit were over) but I haven’t heard back from him. Hell probably call either today during school or tonight. (The kid has the WEIRDEST TIMING EVER!) …I’ve gotten a few chances to talk to Glena bout everything that’s been going on and he made me feel a lil better. The older you get the more you need the people who knew you the youngest. Though Glens only known me since sophomore year, everyone knows that that’s when my most infamous and most radical changes occurred. It’s nice to know that he’s there to listen, even though he considers me "their little girl"...its fun though, he treats me like a little sister
January 16, 2002
And now they’re there, and I know they’re there and they wont leave, and I want to do something about them but I don’t know what I can do, I don’t know how to do it, I'm going in blindfolded, and what’s even worse I'm going in as the bad guy, but they need to be said, because I know for the REST of my life ill regret it if they’re not, god...things are so much easier to type than say, but that’s the pussy way out...I’ve got to do what I've gotta do...and that’s the worst feeling. WHAT IF I GET HURT....???~Love You~
January 18, 2002
Glen called me later that night too. Were on the phone until like 4:30 or 5 and then he came over that morning and woke up me up in my bed....I was laying there then all of a sudden I feel someone shaking me and I'm like AH! So anyways that was nice. WE sortta just chilled and watched daytime TV, 5th wheel, shipmates, all that stuff we love being so critical about. WE really gotta find him a wife lol.
January 31, 2002
I had a semi discussion with glen last night. Sortta nice, gotta give him credit though, he was pretty drunk and still serious...semi....well until Jeff said "Hey ask her when she’s gonna come suck us all off" and I was like mmm yeah when Jeff learns the difference between his big toe and his dick MAYBE. He’s had this girlfriend for like 2 years, he’s 22, she’s 25, and he cheats on her 24/7! EVERY chance he gets he’s cheating on her. His little sister is 19 (at least...well...she’s a year older than me) and he gets on her friends! I don’t know it’s awful I think. Glen gets pretty pissed about it too. Jeff’s hot, but he’s an idiot. His mom got this treadmill for x-mass and he tested it IN ROLLERBLADES! The thing is if you hear him talk or hear about the things he does you think "trashy, dumbass, etc." I do all the time, but he’s hot?!?!?!?! Weird enough. Anyways...lol these chaotic people in my life are all due to Mark Belz....I met him, then his older bro, the his older bros friends, then his older brothers friends friends....its crazy, but I guess I like association like that…Glen made me say "Glen your right" over and over last night. He always tells me about how Id make the perfect girlfriend, and always asks why I don’t have one lol I don’t know why! But he’s always asking me my opinions on things and like....every time we get into a discussion, were always coming form the same POV...well we have one disagreement: I think porno and love lives should be two separate things and he thinks the two should grow off each other...lol whatever. This is coming form a kid who gets pissed at girls for wanting big boobs lol. And I quote: "What the hell! Oh my god! All you girls want big boobs....big boobs aren’t even anything that great, B cups are perfectly fine, I don’t see why girls want them overflowing out of their clothes! My X-girlfriend had B cups and it was fine, I was perfectly content..." and he goes on and on and on....you DONT want to get him started. It’s funny....and cute. But oh well,
'Glen is my version of Katie’s b*b*y, we both know we can’t have them, although wed be very happy if we could but more than likely it just, wont happen. And not for any good reason, but just because they prolly don’t like us'
February 13 2002
Glen called me last night, I feel bad because he wanted to hang out yesterday and I didnt know that till I checked my messages today. Then I had to call Jeff to get glens cell #, and Jeff goes off for about an hour just talking about stuff and how he wants to hang out (aka cheat on his gf) uhh no, been there done that.
February 14, 2002
Glen sent me a valentine! :o)
June 3, 2004
We called Glen to pick up some Smirnoff and he didn’t answer, so then I called Jeff, well Jeff’s gf answers and he always tells me to hang up if she does. So I hang up. Well so I call glens cell back and she answers again. Bitch. Seriously what a stupid ass fucking hoe. Your boyfriend who you’ve been together with for the past 5 years has cheated on you 3 times with me. Stupid slut. So THEN she calls me back form glens phone and since I was technically t a party I answered and just let my phone go. it was funny because there were people diving in the pool/swimming into the hot tub ad the stereo was blasting and there were parents sitting around drinking and talking, it was pretty loud so she must have felt like a dumbass for calling me back. I seriously need to delete some of these white trash phone numbers I have, anyways, we call EVERYONE and nobody’s home. So then Ryan calls glens phone and tell him I wanted some shit form him. Glens in a drunken rage and goes off, Ryan hangs up, were still sober. Gr, so then Hans has people over and we go over there. Smoked some pot, went through half a pack of Marlboros I bought that night too. Damn me. So then we go home at like 4 and wake up the next morning to go to Kats grad party.
July 19, 2002
Cristin, Katie, Lindsey and I went to glens baseball game. It was just fun-ny...lol I’m laughing just thinking about it. Jeff said "beotch..." and I was like "excuse me? did you say that to me?" and he looked at me and smiled and goes "maybe" but I had a straight bitch face on so he knew I wasn’t kidding and I was like "mmm yeah fuck you, how about you have your girlfriend call my cell phone again." omg....it sounds not funny, but Katie cristin lindsey frank and I just BUST out laughing I know it really DOESNT sound funny, but you had to be there...we all almost pissed our pants.
I have no idea how it ever happened, or what kept it from happening 5 years ago but for those of you who don’t know and are a little curious, this might help ya out…
Can you imagine us,
making love...?
The way you would feel the first time that we touched,
Can you think of it...
The way I dream of it,
I want you to see like I’m seeing you...
It's a picture of perfection,
the vision of you and me...
Your lips upon my lips,
Can you just picture this...
Your finger tips on my finger tips,
your skin upon my skin...
Would be the Sweetest Sin,
Would be the Sweetest Sin...
All night I lie awake,
because it's too much to take...
Dreaming' about the love that we could make. All day,
I think of schemes...
To get you next to me,
I want you so bad that I can barely breathe...
It's a sign of my obsession,
That I can't stop thinking bout'
Your lips upon my lips,
Can you envision this..
Temptation that I could never resist,
your skin upon my skin...
Would be the Sweetest Sin,
That would be the Sweetest Sin...
It would feel so good,
to be so bad...
You don't know how bad... I want that,
I would do anything to feel your love...
Your lips upon my lips,
Can you just picture this...
Your finger tips on my finger tips,
your skin upon my skin...
Would be the Sweetest Sin,
That Would be the Sweetest Sin...
Your lips upon my lips,
Can you envision this...
Temptation that I could never resist,
your skin upon my skin...
Would be the Sweetest Sin,
Would be the Sweetest Sin..
Your lips upon my lips.. Would be the Sweetest Sin