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okay been talking to cortnye ...trying to settle some of her fears. she'll tell if she wants them told. some i will tell now. for many years i have had violent tendencies. and took alot of them out on cortnye. i was wrong. i know know i can't function normally without my lexapro. so to have a closer to normal life with my family, especially my daughter i will stay on the lexapro. tonight we had a good long talk, we both cryed, not from anger...of understanding each other more. i know i waited to late in her life to be her mother...but i can be her friend. and be there for her when she needs me.
i do have some probs with daniel and he and i are gonna handle them without yelling from me.gotta love lexapro. some of the probs i voiced the other night. he knows what they are. i will probablly email him. i have trouble with saying words and it's easier for me to write them down. these things i have to say are between me, cortnye and daniel.
i have said some mean things on here to people some i will apologize for some i won't. i know now that the lexapro is helping me. kyle i still think your spoilt and don't like what i have to say, but maybe what i say you can look at from a parents veiw and try to be more responsible with day to day stuff to prove to your parents your are old enuff to get a job. try something small like yard work for extra money, or ask your parents if you can wash their cars for money...little things that will make them see you want to earn your money not have it handed to you. if they give you money on friday night get up saturday and say you give me money last night and i'd like to pay it back what you need me to do? ask before they ask you.
daniel the school thing...if your parents cut you off ask me, you help cortnye out here...i'll give you money for gas, not to buy video games.... but gas. and to look for job. you know things are tight here but i don't mind helping out if you are trying. i see you can do things with your life, now its time for you to see it. not for cortnye, your parents, me or jon......but yourself. don't listen to you parents you can be more. BUT I AM GONNA KICK YA BUTT IF YA DON'T GO TO SCHOOL!!!!!lol! ya gonna look funny going to school with me laying in chair snoring while ya doing school work with my foot in ya butt.
i do have some probs with daniel and he and i are gonna handle them without yelling from me.gotta love lexapro. some of the probs i voiced the other night. he knows what they are. i will probablly email him. i have trouble with saying words and it's easier for me to write them down. these things i have to say are between me, cortnye and daniel.
i have said some mean things on here to people some i will apologize for some i won't. i know now that the lexapro is helping me. kyle i still think your spoilt and don't like what i have to say, but maybe what i say you can look at from a parents veiw and try to be more responsible with day to day stuff to prove to your parents your are old enuff to get a job. try something small like yard work for extra money, or ask your parents if you can wash their cars for money...little things that will make them see you want to earn your money not have it handed to you. if they give you money on friday night get up saturday and say you give me money last night and i'd like to pay it back what you need me to do? ask before they ask you.
daniel the school thing...if your parents cut you off ask me, you help cortnye out here...i'll give you money for gas, not to buy video games.... but gas. and to look for job. you know things are tight here but i don't mind helping out if you are trying. i see you can do things with your life, now its time for you to see it. not for cortnye, your parents, me or jon......but yourself. don't listen to you parents you can be more. BUT I AM GONNA KICK YA BUTT IF YA DON'T GO TO SCHOOL!!!!!lol! ya gonna look funny going to school with me laying in chair snoring while ya doing school work with my foot in ya butt.