If you don't want to hear people's opinion,don't post it!

[sweettart_1967]

Okay ya'll....If you don't want people's opinion don't post it! understand? I have a feeling drama is all anyone wants. Life boring?....well we know stacey's is....she butts in when she doesn't know what she is talking about. 1)Jen butts in because i believe she cares she just doesn't like daniel. but its corntye's life and her decision. and if

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[sweettart_1967]

they way you act on here does have to do with the way you act in the real world...remember some of these people on here know you in the real world. no personally i don't know you. and yes i do think cortnye would have something to do with you. she has friends from all forms of life. and i know cortnye can be a complete and total snob when it suits her to be. and yes she knows i feel she is a snob sometimes. how are you really? prove me wrong. i believe in giving more than one chance to prove things to me. ask daniel. your not screwed up....you wanna be screwed up,makes you seem like everyone else. be who you really are...not the whining little snob you act like. nobody knows what goes on in your mind...care if i give it a try about who you are? going to anyway. you listen to korn and write dark poetry about your dad....hmmmmm? your scared. your mad at you dad. you feel unwanted by him. (getting close?) deep down you feel like it's your fault.(don't deny it. i'll tell you why in a minute.)you act tough online because your feeling have been ripped apart in real life and you think no one really cares.(this may not be all you have going on, but it's part.) now i will tell you why i know. i have my own notebooks full of dark poetry...some mine and some cortnye's. my dads life has only him and his current GF in it...not me or cortnye. felt like it was my fault for years and when cortnye was born i treated her the same as my dad treated me....until i realized i didn't wanna be him. i have lived a tough life(my own choice) drugs, drinking,jail,more drugs,selling drugs,fighting, almost killing a girl, and about shooting my 1st ex-hubby(he moved when i pulled the trigger). i don't pull punches with ya'll for a reason.i have lived the life i don't want to see ya'll live. you can ask just about anyone i'll sit and listen to what you have to say...you may not like my answer, but tough. and yes what i think is my own thing and yours is also yours.why hide behind some online alias? if your a smartass be on....i am. and i refuse to change. you know i was 31 yrs old before i finally quit drugs and satred trying to be a mom for cortnye and it was to late, she had already raised herself.now the only time she wants me to be her mom is when she is sick. and if thats the only time that i get to be mom,i'll take it,because i love her.she knows i am there for her when she really needs me.just like my other strays.

[subliminalsouls]

You came close...very close...but let me fix a few of the things for you.....I listen to Korn because I personally like the music and lyrics...not because I'm scared or anything...I admire any musician because I'd like to be one...and I like the way the music sounds....as far as writing dark poetry about my dad....that's the first poem I've ever written about him...Yes, I do feel unwanted by him, but I know it's not my fault...it's his fault he's the way he is....I used to think it was...until I knew more about him....Now, as far as acting tough online...I do not act tough...I get my aggression out better online, because I would rather argue on here than turn it into an arguement in real life...because I know my anger and I'm afraid of it....Plain and simple. I hide behind an online alias because basically what you said about me is how I USED to be....Like I said in the above comment I've changed a lot in past months...and when I'm online the way I used to be surfaces...I don't like it to, but it does....I really can't control it, I do it instinctively....I've already been through the depression thing and I pretty well got through it on my own...yeah it returns occasionally, but I can control it by myself now....I didn't get medicines or anything like others do...I handled it by myself...if you knew me like others do you'd know I'm a very independant person....I hate asking for help...It's gotten me in trouble on more than one occasion but it's who I am. Your life is the way you chose it to be, like you said...I'm in the process of changing mine....so that's why I act different on here. Because I'm changing outside, but am this way inside and it comes out on here....But you were very close...I'll give you that.