Pain in my heart..
We just got off the phone and my heart aches more than ever. You're going out with dawn tonight and it hurts, hurts that she gets to spend time with you and me? i'm stuck here without you. Its been four days since i've last seen your face and three to long. i wish i could win the lotto that way id never have to work and i could see you whenever i pleased but my life never works that way. I miss you so much right now, and it almost brings me to tears just from the pain my heart is experiencing. You said tonight that you wanted to take things slow because you really like me, but im ready to dive head first into this love thing...I know good things come to those who wait, but what if i wait and it never comes? YOu say your family is having a big party this saturday why tell me if your not ready to show me off? Why can't we be in a relationship on FB? i know it's so petty...but baby aren't i good enough to be proud of and show the world? because i absolutly believe all the above about you and probably trillions more. I guess the feelings we have for each other are very different and i'm beginning to think i entered a losing battle..I just don't know anymore...
Here;s to another sleepless night
Here;s to another sleepless night