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=There are nights like tonight were I wish she had just listened to him. To realize that what he was saying might be what was best for everyone. But instead of listening to her father she did what she wanted to do without looking at the repercussions of her actions. Did she think everything would be easy? Did she know that in the end he wouldn’t hate her child? Did she think that her child would be practically abandoned by her later on? Did she think for once what she would be putting that child through in bringing her into this cruel and horrible world? How would she feel if she knew then that her child would feel abandoned? That her child would feel useless, sad, pathetic, boring, ugly, unwanted by her. Would she care that her child would have days when the child would just want they’re life to be over? Would she even care? Now a days she doesn’t even talk to that child. She won’t even call that child on their birthday, a day she should because she once cared enough to defy her own father and have said child. Though said child is old enough to take care of themselves shouldn’t she care even just a little. The child no longer feels any affection coming from the mother. That every hug and I love you is just something the mother has to say in order to look like a good person but the child can feel it. How long had the mother planned on doing this? Had she planned it from the beginning? How can any mother who supposedly cares for their child look into their child’s eyes when they are pleading for the truth and just lie to them? Is it really to protect the child? Or just to protect themselves?