Here I am yet again
There is so much I need for you to explain. There is so much I want to ask and say. I would do it on here but it seems so coward like. Yet I don't have the guts to ask you or tell you. Well you are hardly around and even when you are I feel like I would ruin our time together. I feel like I really don't know all of you. I called you tonight and you had this tone...It was something like I don't care yet...I don't know how to describe it. I know it was not warm or caring. You tell me all the time you are tired. What does that really mean? Well looks like I said somethings anyway. Later.
Ashley
Ashley