tripppppppppppin.

Sep 03, 2009 19:55

Lonnie got laid off permanately.My job has taken a turn for the absolute worse and i'm making no money.I have enough to get by and do nothing else.I hate it,no weed,no money to invest in modeling,my art,any traveling.

Out of curiosity and desperate need for money,I entered Lil D's Amateur Night.Ofcourse,I lost due the fact I didn't take my panties off and spend 2 minutes spread eagle showing every hole in exsistance on my body.

With that being said,I get it.I don't care anymore what my family thinks or what anyone thinks because they don't pay my bills or run my life...My job is going nowhere and I need something asap to make some dough for me and my hunny.I want to return to modeling and try saving for me and Lonnies trip to San Fran and Europe.I may as well take advantage of my youth and body,while chumps are still willing to pay to look at it.

It makes me feel weird,but I'll get over it.It's upselling my body like the membership cards at the Nazi Cafe I work at.

I miss having money to blow on useless shit on ebay,photoshoots and going places with Lonnie.

At least my car is clean and I'm almost half-way done watching the Godfather.Surely,that counts as some mediocre achievement.

wops, complaining, money

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