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ummmmm before was a mistake?

[anonymous]

there's this boy.
it's always about boys, isn't it?
but anyway, there's this boy.
and he's surrounded by darkness. i dont know of a better way to say it. his parents are self centered, his case worker is helpless, and his friends are all addicts. he's slipping away.
and the worst part is, he's a genius. i mean, the drugs have taken away some of his intellect, but he's a straight up genius.
he could change the world.
but first, he needs help.
and i want so badly to be the light in his life. i want to hold on to him and give him an anchor. but i'm scared. i'm scared that if i push him to get better, i'll lose him forever.
i cant survive that.
the waiting, the wondering, the weeks without seeing him...i can survive that. because he always comes back. but if i upset him. if i pushed him to make things better, he'd never come back to me.
and i guess it all comes down to this:
do i want to have him with me until i go away for college and he ends up dead.
or, do i want to try and save him, even if i risk losing him forever?

this boy needs a light. and i need his darkness.
but what about the inevitable eclipse?