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For the past month or so, I've had this feeling which has been completely indescribable. Honestly, I have absolutely no idea where this feeling arose from...but im glad it did.
I guess I feel lucky, accomplished, smitten and just entirely in love. I never want this feeling to escape...its definately different and i love it.
just a simple thought, or a slight glimpse makes me smile and sometimes tear up....not of sadness...but complete and utter happiness. Its almost as if my heart has been swelling, my love has been growing and my cheeks continue to blush as i cannot control my smiling.
we're sitting there...on the couch. He's doing work for football and im playing with my new planner and we're both watching Sex in the City. The dogs are laying by us sleeping.
I look over at him, observe the situation and i realize its perfect as i reach over to kiss him. Not one thing could have made this image any more complete.
I am complete and more than perfectly content with this person, this situation and just everything around me. I couldnt ask for anything better or anything more.
This is what i have been feeling for over a year now, except it has just reached a new level, more intense and more extreme.
I have the one thing in my life to make me happy.....sitting right next to me holding my hand.
honestly....
i wish for everyone in this world to experience this feeling that i have...at least once in their lifetime.
It is the most amazing gift anyone could ever recieve.