May 17, 2006 13:44
I'M HURT, IM PISSED, IM CONFUSED, IM EMPTY, IM EXHAUSTED
PERHAPS I DID TOO MUCH FOR YOU THEN REQUESTED U DID THE SAME?
ALMOST TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR, YET FAIR AT THE SAME TIME...?
I DONT HAVE THE WORDS TO SAY RIGHT NOW...WHICH IS A FIRST
i DONT BELIEVE THERE WAS A PROBLEM WITH US.....ONLY THE PEOPLE, PLACES AND EVENTS AROUND US.
MY HEART IS DEFINATELY IN 9237473 PIECES RIGHT NOW AND I DONT THINK THEY WILL EVER MEND BACK TOGETHER...IN ANY LIFETIME.
YESTERDAY, EVERYTHING WAS ABSOLUTELY PERFECT.......I COULDNT HAVE BEEN HAPPIER.......TODAY MY ENTIRE WORLD CAME CRASHING DOWN IN ONE MOMENT
MY OTHER HALF...MY BETTER HALF IS NO LONGER APART OF ME...
I FEEL LOST
I FEEL EMPTY
HATE.....ITS WAY TOO STRONG OF A WORD
I'VE FELT HATE BEFORE...BUT NOT TOWARDS YOU. YOU WERE/ARE THE ONE THING I COULD NEVER HATE
EVEN PUTTING ME THROUGH THIS....I COULD NEVER HATE YOU
MY LOVE WAS REAL, IT WAS ALL THERE FOR YOU, I HANDED IT TO YOU ALONG WITH EVERYTHING ELSE OF MINE PLUS MORE