wow
this week has been crazy...
Sunday...I worked and i dont think i did anything
Monday.. was the worst day of ever...I found out in third hour that my friend robby had past away saturday.... then after school i get a call from jena telling me i had to come over riight now.. i knew something was wrong... i speed to her house and she tells me that... danny had gotten into a car accident and died.... the one on 11mile..... that nite i dont remember wat i did.... i had pratice and then i went to eat with aaronm and came home...
tuesday... i went to jenas and we placed a memorial thing for danny on the freeway.. then i went to aaronms and came home..
wed...i had to work then i came home and tried to sleep..... cuz i hadnt in three days. at this point..
. Thrusday.. i had the viewing for dan... so i went there ... and u know cried and all... but he looked beautfful like always... he left me for a reason even tho i am a widow now.. cuz we did get married....i filled out the my senior pic he picked out.. and gave it to him... so i know i am alawys with him now.. was going to pratice but they left early... so went to coney to see everyone and then came home....
Friday... i had to funeral home again.. and danielle and shannon and aaron and aaronm went with me.. almost getting into an accident myself cuz people cant drive...
Saturday.. was the funeral itself... danielle and shannon and aaron went i had to go get aaron come here.. he had to get ready.. we went to the church.... and after there wasnt enough flags so my and shannon didnt get one so the guy told us to follow and get there when we do... i was like bullshit... we would never make it... so andy let us in the line.... went to the cemetry.. that was the hardest thing yet.... cuz i told him i loved him and i gave him my kisses.. and it made his mom and dad cry.... it was bad... aaron wouldnt let me drive anywhere so he took my car.. and i got a ride to the lunch in.... and i drank there.. lol.. then me and shannon and my nana went to get my homecoming dress its pretty.. then later i went to jenas and got trashed but thats ok.....
Sunday... slept til 2.40... went to work at3-9 went to aaronms to do my paper came home and went to bed... Today... school... test after school... took shannon home... came home slept... went to pratice... came home... cleaned my room cuz i havent all week.. and now here about to go to bed.... This is for my baby... who will be missed...
**Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain I've gone alone,
took all my strength But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight
Sorrow sandk deep inside my blood
all the ones around me,
I cared for and (loved) most of all I
loved
But I cant see myself that way
Please dont forget me or cry while im away...
It builds up inside me,
A place so dark, so cold, i had to set me free,
Dont mourn for me, your not the one to place the blame,
As bottles call my name, i wont see you to nite,
So far away im gone. everything will be alriight.
.** I know u are watching over me u are my angel.... I Love You! I Will Never Forget You! the song explains it all...
Sunday...I worked and i dont think i did anything
Monday.. was the worst day of ever...I found out in third hour that my friend robby had past away saturday.... then after school i get a call from jena telling me i had to come over riight now.. i knew something was wrong... i speed to her house and she tells me that... danny had gotten into a car accident and died.... the one on 11mile..... that nite i dont remember wat i did.... i had pratice and then i went to eat with aaronm and came home...
tuesday... i went to jenas and we placed a memorial thing for danny on the freeway.. then i went to aaronms and came home..
wed...i had to work then i came home and tried to sleep..... cuz i hadnt in three days. at this point..
. Thrusday.. i had the viewing for dan... so i went there ... and u know cried and all... but he looked beautfful like always... he left me for a reason even tho i am a widow now.. cuz we did get married....i filled out the my senior pic he picked out.. and gave it to him... so i know i am alawys with him now.. was going to pratice but they left early... so went to coney to see everyone and then came home....
Friday... i had to funeral home again.. and danielle and shannon and aaron and aaronm went with me.. almost getting into an accident myself cuz people cant drive...
Saturday.. was the funeral itself... danielle and shannon and aaron went i had to go get aaron come here.. he had to get ready.. we went to the church.... and after there wasnt enough flags so my and shannon didnt get one so the guy told us to follow and get there when we do... i was like bullshit... we would never make it... so andy let us in the line.... went to the cemetry.. that was the hardest thing yet.... cuz i told him i loved him and i gave him my kisses.. and it made his mom and dad cry.... it was bad... aaron wouldnt let me drive anywhere so he took my car.. and i got a ride to the lunch in.... and i drank there.. lol.. then me and shannon and my nana went to get my homecoming dress its pretty.. then later i went to jenas and got trashed but thats ok.....
Sunday... slept til 2.40... went to work at3-9 went to aaronms to do my paper came home and went to bed... Today... school... test after school... took shannon home... came home slept... went to pratice... came home... cleaned my room cuz i havent all week.. and now here about to go to bed.... This is for my baby... who will be missed...
**Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain I've gone alone,
took all my strength But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight
Sorrow sandk deep inside my blood
all the ones around me,
I cared for and (loved) most of all I
loved
But I cant see myself that way
Please dont forget me or cry while im away...
It builds up inside me,
A place so dark, so cold, i had to set me free,
Dont mourn for me, your not the one to place the blame,
As bottles call my name, i wont see you to nite,
So far away im gone. everything will be alriight.
.** I know u are watching over me u are my angel.... I Love You! I Will Never Forget You! the song explains it all...