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sometimes i think there is something seriously wrong with me. for real.
i'm so fucking messed up and i have no idea why.
little things bother me. i guess i somehow all the sudden feel like i have to control the world. but thats not my job. and do i want it to be.
i think its that i'm so fucking scared that i'm gonna lose the most important person in my life. and i have no reason in the world to think that. so why do i? i wish i knew. I HAVE TO STOP THINKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
goddamn. i don't even know what to say anymore.
i just have to be depressed sometimes. my body doesn't know how to survive without that little bit of insanity.
i'm so fucking messed up and i have no idea why.
little things bother me. i guess i somehow all the sudden feel like i have to control the world. but thats not my job. and do i want it to be.
i think its that i'm so fucking scared that i'm gonna lose the most important person in my life. and i have no reason in the world to think that. so why do i? i wish i knew. I HAVE TO STOP THINKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
goddamn. i don't even know what to say anymore.
i just have to be depressed sometimes. my body doesn't know how to survive without that little bit of insanity.