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What a long ass day~ i woke up, went to work, ate with alesia, went BACK to work- then went to loren's. sounds great huh? guess i better get used to it. so yea- i talked to lorens mom today- she really made me feel a hell of a lot better about everything. she's really cool- like we connected today- i'm so glad that i talked to her- i got alot of things off my chest, but i'm still really stressed out- i think everything will be okay though- i'm still scared, but not as bad. alesia's friend maria came into town today- i can't wait to meet her- she seems cool as shit. i found out today that i have dance every sunday now until april- dang. oh well- just more workouts! i wrote another poem the other day:
~ Who am I? Is the question asked-
To understand the connection, look beyond the barriers at a different perception.
Take time to listen, try to understand: My lyrics are lessons of life inspired by expiriences just written down by hand.
I don't talk about the truth that burns inside- I live in a world that is emtionally mesmerized.
Day by day, I walk the walk- I do what I do so no questions are ever sought.
No tears fall from my eyes- no trembles in the dark.
Walls surround the secrets locked in my heart.
I depend on myself for security and protection- I've learned who to trust- I don't fear rejection.
I don't put up with the shit- I've seen it all before: Don't try to fool me, little games don't phase me anymore.
My time is precious- worth more than any lines of a pretender.
RESPECT is my virtue, a quality is suggest you always remember.
I used to be weak, suseptible to lies-
Allowed my body and mind to be manipulated- I was more dead than ever alive.
I've learned from my mistakes, dealt with problems who wasted my time.
I'm smarter than those games now- I can see beneath all that pride.
" Learn from the Past" - simple words for consideration.
" Live life with Confidence- with out Hesitaiton."
Take note to these words and memorize this advice: Determine a person's intensions by finding the truth resting in disguise.
A person's eyes tell a story- the truth is there to hide,
An underlying meaning lurks under a shadow of lies.
Read straight through the bullshit- Follow your Intuition-
remember who you are and get retribution.
Because of the past, I'm stronger than i look-
I've been through so much shit- I could write you a fuckin book.
Don't underestimate the value of these lessons-
Get the respect you deserve- Never let it slip from your possession.
~ Who am I? Is the question asked-
To understand the connection, look beyond the barriers at a different perception.
Take time to listen, try to understand: My lyrics are lessons of life inspired by expiriences just written down by hand.
I don't talk about the truth that burns inside- I live in a world that is emtionally mesmerized.
Day by day, I walk the walk- I do what I do so no questions are ever sought.
No tears fall from my eyes- no trembles in the dark.
Walls surround the secrets locked in my heart.
I depend on myself for security and protection- I've learned who to trust- I don't fear rejection.
I don't put up with the shit- I've seen it all before: Don't try to fool me, little games don't phase me anymore.
My time is precious- worth more than any lines of a pretender.
RESPECT is my virtue, a quality is suggest you always remember.
I used to be weak, suseptible to lies-
Allowed my body and mind to be manipulated- I was more dead than ever alive.
I've learned from my mistakes, dealt with problems who wasted my time.
I'm smarter than those games now- I can see beneath all that pride.
" Learn from the Past" - simple words for consideration.
" Live life with Confidence- with out Hesitaiton."
Take note to these words and memorize this advice: Determine a person's intensions by finding the truth resting in disguise.
A person's eyes tell a story- the truth is there to hide,
An underlying meaning lurks under a shadow of lies.
Read straight through the bullshit- Follow your Intuition-
remember who you are and get retribution.
Because of the past, I'm stronger than i look-
I've been through so much shit- I could write you a fuckin book.
Don't underestimate the value of these lessons-
Get the respect you deserve- Never let it slip from your possession.