Jun 12, 2005 08:11
alright. i don't even know where to begin. i have lived through everything tonight. ( last night, to day, whatever) i have been beyond anything this world could even bother to give others a glimpse of and i now am more prepared for any situaiotn than i ever will be- all because of 3 three things... heehee... 2 "oops" and then 1 "oh shit". and it was over. it was that second i relized that i was in for a trip- the trip of my life. i never thought i would EVER reach "these" levels of total realization... everything is okay.
* just a note *
NEVER HAVE ANY REGRETS- IF YOU EVEN BEGIN TO THINK OF REGRETS OR OF ANYTHING THAT COULD EFFECT WHO YOU ARE AS A PERSON- THAT MEANS YOU PROBABLY SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN IN THAT SITUATION IN THE 1ST PLACE- NOW YOU'RE ONE STEP AHEAD OF LIFE.
the whole purpose of life is to figure it out and beat it at it's own game- living...its a pretty difficult task to take on alone...
damn- i could write a book- a novel of all i went through last night- but no one would truly understand what i meant- thats why i'm just going to leave it at that and hope everyone else's keyborads aren't jumping at them at eight o clock in the morning....okay... when will i go to bed???
peace